He approved my Friend Request in Facebook~!

oh, 2dae he had approved my fren request in Fb. i'm quite happi but nt excited. i had sent him 1 msg but i felt nervous... had seen some of his pix. he dun show ani status. tink oso cant cfm he's single and available. he so late den on9. i oredy slpt. wonder when he'l rly. or will he rly? suddenli, i realised we gt another common interest - readin :) i hope he'l oso understd mi more fr Fb if he's interested in mi. wonder did he browse my photo albums? wat'l he tink if he saw e 1s i tk wif my bf?

am i bad? i'm nw treasurin e times wif my bf more but on e oth hand, i wanna gif chance 2 him if he tk action. wat shd i do??? haiz......... :(

Friend request him in Facebook & helping him when he's on leave

on Thurs, i had requested 2 add him in Fb. but dunno when he'l respond cos dunno he will get 2b online in US anot. i tink i cant wait animore lol so go n add him. i oso tink no harm requestin lor. he wont suspect anithing or misunderstd mi hopefully as i din go request 2 add oth collics. but i guess he's e most reliable guy thr :) i'm tinkin if he nv respond b4 he's bk 2 work, mebe i'l cancel e request cos'l fl shy if he noes abt tis when i can gt 2 c him in ofc...

a new guy'l b attached 2 my office for 2 wks fr nx mon onwards. he's nt some1 2 mk mi chng my 'target' lol. but he stil looks ok la lol. my object of attraction'l b bk aft nx wk! wonder'l he look e same n treated mi e same... its been 2 wks. smtms fl bored w/o him cos no handsome guys ard 2 c or kill boredom lol.

i oso helped him 2 update 1 file. will send him bk once he's bk. wonder wats his reaction lol. but i glad 2 help him wif tis lol. i asked my collic whether i'l stop updatin aft he's bk. he said nid 2 ask him lor. xtuali, helpin him wif tis oso ok cos i so slack in ofc lol. den its my pleasure 2 help him cos i tink he's nt some1 2 tk adv of oth ppl. at least, so far he's ok.

sianz.. smtms, i hope he'l bk earlier lol...

Slimmin products recommendations - Clarins and Promotion

i'm readin Barbie Hsu's Mei Rong Dai Wang nw. she started 2 do research on beauty since she was 17 yrs old!

2dae, i had finished readin Chap 1 about slimmin. Poor Barbie had suffered stomach flammation aft eatin apple n yoghurt oni for 3 days! den, she oso kp goin 2 toilet durin her lesson when usin laxatives! in e end, these 2 methods nv mk her lose weight. she learnt tt students r unsuitable 4 e latter unless needed 4 constipation! she advised high sch students nt 2 slim down cos will damage e health n nt worth it. wrong slimming approaches used will result in diet imbalance n loss of skin elasticity and hydration, affect breasts' growth durin puberty, n most probably cannot grow tall and bones will develop problems.

Barbie is most unsatisfied with her fat thighs! durin high sch, she used a 'fats-burnin' product and felt a strong sensation. at 1st, she experienced redness, swollenness and itch. den aft abt 1 dae, e skin on her thigh started 2 develop bloody flakes! it tk a v long tm den recover cos she had skin allergy 4 mani days! tis is another ineffective way.

as this Chap is quite long, so i wont write out n translate all e content lol. i wonder y there's nth abt firmin arms.

Recommendation: 1. Clarins - Extra Firmin Body Care is formula 4 sexy firm butt.

2. Promotion - Gel 4 toning calves. E container is orange in color. but my scanner cant scan in colors.

3. Drink chinese barley water 2 cure Edema.

His last smile b4 he goes on long leave

2dae is e dae he goes 2 US le... wont c him for 2 wks. tis mornin, when i came in2 office, he saw mi n i smiled bk den we greeted each oth :) e office was v quiet until u asked mi whether wanna eat Princles. den i walked bhind him 2 go n tk it n Kit Kat but i nv offer u lol. den he oso nv asked anithing. he saw mi tk both den said i 'pig'... i dunno hw 2 defend myself nvm... den we tok abt work. he asked mi 2 tk e stationery folder 4 u. so i went 2 help him tk. den when he was leavin office, we looked at each other n he bade me gdbye playfully :) dunno y recently, he lk 2 act playful wif mi ;p u oso v gd cos he put bk e folder urself.

2dae, he stayed in e office more until he was leavin. he'l go 2 Novena SATA 1st. he oso heard mi tok 2 my fren on e fone. we tok abt him n in email as well. i fl so paiseh n wori he noe abt it. i hope he wont suspect lol. den aft he left, e Ereq he asked mi raise in Oct gt prob. its stil in process cos Purchasin nv gt e original DO. but nvm tml Supplier'l send certified true copy. den i went 2 search 4 it on his desk cos boss asked mi 2. but i cant fd. saw his book n new Mentos lol. dunno he oso lk readin? but he read abt wars or military books? well, its a guy's interest... i'll find it borin 1 lol. tot he oni v sporty leh lol.

when i fl v bored in office 2dae, i tot of sms him 'bon voyage' cos i wan test his response. but in e end, i nv cos i tot of my bf n scared affect our rship. den i try ctrl myself lor. i'm glad u stil'l look n tok 2 mi b4 u left. tink its enuf lor...

i'm happi 2 noe more abt his trip n him when on way 2 e canteen cos my 2 collics tokin abt him. he's goin 2 LA via New York. den i'm tinkin i can oni read abt tis places in storybooks lol. he's e middle child wif 2 bros. his family r stayin in US. he's goin thr nw 4 a gatherin n solvin sm prob of his bro?? he gt abit of prob when he went 2 e local US embassy cos of his bro. his mom oso wan him 2 go over US. it seems he dun hv gf. wonder whether his bros married anot n he'l work long wif mi anot :(

So happy~!

2dae, i'm quite happi cos of him cos he looked at mi alot e whole dae. i noticed it. wonder isit cos tml he's goin overseas le lol. cos i dun tink i wore nice clothes 2dae lol.

tis mornin, i 'caught him red-handed' lol. i asked him wat he's lookin at? he cant ans mi n juz smiled :) den when our other collic asked mi whether i received 1 call anot, he oso looked at mi. k i noe tis normal la but another collic din c mi leh... dunno y whenever he pushes his chair back against e wall, i feel he's lookin at mi n see wat i doin. den, he oso asked whether i'm havin lunch anot cos e office left us oni. i din realise it. he's lk carin 4 mi or jz normal lor. but i nv c him ask oth gers tt b4 lol.

he mk fun of mi agn. aft lunch, he asked isit i went 2 eat happi meal? cos i nv lunch wif e guys 2dae. he stil rem tis joke.. so 'gt heart' lol. he noe i'm eatin e lollipop my fren gave mi and told my collics i'm eatin it quietly n nv offer em lol. den i showed him e box of Mentos n said he oso hv. he asked hw i noe? i said cos its obvious (on his desk). aft our collic offered mi Princles, he said i looked so hapi whenever i gt sth 2 eat... den i asked him 'where got?' lol. he oso said i eat everything 1. den i feel lk beatin him. when he looked my way, i asked him y he said tt? did he mean i eat every 'rubbish' uh? den he nv ans n juz smiled lol.

2dae, he seemed 2b in a gd  mood. even whistled. i feel lk askin him more abt his trip but i scared he tink i kpo. xtuali, tis mornin, i nt v happi cos i had quarrelled wif mt bf yest. den yest, i was in bad mood n on9 late so i no blog here. tml i'l oni c him half dae or shorter tm le. tis 2 days, we nv greet each oth in e mornin. but i guess its ok cos nv affect our rship.

yest, he's oso lk bein playful 2 mi. he alw mk mi smile n at ease... :) when he's takin out stationery, he's askin 4 my approval n informed mi. den he looked so playful lk tt lol. den when i asked 4 his hp no cos i wan 2 update e staff list, he joked tt i wan date him. but i ans him bk in serious way cos i nv expect him 2 joke wif mi. xtuali b4 i asked him, i abit nervous cos scared he wont gif or misunderstd mi. i oso tink of askin 4 his msn but i nv cos he oso nv asked mi bk my hp no. wonder y... even as collics, oso nv ask. guess he wont interested in mi lor nvm... den durin lunch, he oso asked mi a few x wat i wan 4 dessert cos i cant decide. he oso tok alot 2 mi when we bought 4d as well as when we were in e car. i'm happi...

Sad :'(

2dae, i feel so moody... :(

tis mornin, i oni got 2 c him in e mornin... he looked tired. i noe he did look at mi. but we nv greet each oth 'gd mornin'... den aft 9AM, he's nowhere in sight oredy. i tot he's in e oth office. den ltr, i realised he had gone trainin. no wonder...

i feel moody n sad not cos of him. its cos of my bf. last nite, he said he'l b happier if i can attract guys. tis makes mi feel he's not worried that i will runaway if there's a better guy chasin me. so wat abt havin trust n confidence in mi? did he tk mi 4 granted? well... 2 mi, as long we r nt married, anythng can hap. even if i trust him, i wont trust oth gers.

jz nw, smsed him. he oni replied aft gt hm cos his hp batt dead. den he nv rly agn.. i guess muz b cos he's chargin his hp in his parents' room so no rly mi. but i oredy told him i sad, he shd pay attn 2 mi rite? mebe go chk his hp once awhile whether i smsed him anot. he's alw lk tt, nv b thr when i'm down :(

1st memorable moment of my work life there~!

2dae, i so happi he had taken e initiative 2 rearrange e can drinks which i had arranged previously in e cabinet~! i gt e opportunity 2b so close 2 him again lol~! jz side by side....

at 1st, he came in2 e ofc n asked mi isit i dun like him so mch uh? cos i din replenish his fav soyabean drink. well.. i dunno e drinks were finished le. cos i sick n absent 4 work last thurs n fri. so i faster gave him e cabinet key so he can go replenish himself. den i oso went 2 join him n chk lor. indeed, e fridge dun hv animore of his fav drink le. when he opened e cabinet, he asked y i arranged lk tt? lk so messy. i told him cos i lk lol~! he oso said it muz b mi who finished e drinks when i told him thr r nt mani soyabean can drinks left le. i argued it was him lor. den he asked hw i noe? i said cos i'm nt e 1 mah lol~! i dunno y he squatted down 2 rearrange mebe cos its nt a pleasant sight 2 him or he's guilty lol~! but no matter wat, i can oso squat bside him 2 tk out 2 drinks 2 go replenish e fridge,  i oredy v happi. my hand was close 2 his n he din siam lor lol. but dunno y my heart din beat v fast when we so close 2 each oth...

he oso tok 2 mi abit abt gettin e flu vaccine b4 his overseas trip. i merely asked him hw long he's gg thr anot cos i dun wan him tink i v kpo lol. when we on our way 2 e canteen, he walked bhind mi w/o tokin 2 mi haiz... dunno y lk tt... den aft lunch, he's nowhere in sight le.. i fl so sianz as i look 4ward 2 2dae. cos i noticed he's v relaxed every fri n will joke wif mi n mk mi laugh.

die tink i gona miz him when he's on leave for 2 wks...

1st post between me and him

i've been workin here 4 almost 2 mths le... i was first introduced to the guy who sits beside mi after my interview. my 1st impression of him is tall n handsome. he was oso e oni guy i got 2 know then. kk nvm about e past... i'm goin 2 share my tots here fr now onwards no matter wat hap n hope 2 gt some comments here :) mebe i tok abit of myself here 1st. i'm an attached female in a relationship wif my bf for 4+ yrs le. i'm 28 and he's 24.

for e past 1 mth, i oni tink of my collic and mi. but nt in tt kinda special way. its jz e way he's treatin mi. i even go n find out hw 2 tell whether a guy likes a ger on9. i'm doin tis cos e gers told me he wont tk e initiative 2 tok 2 gers. whenever he toks 2 mi or smiles at mi, i'm ecstatic~! i'm oso elated when we r oni 2 left in e office even we nv chat wif each other cos bein in e same room wif a handsome guy's gd thing lol~! i'm oso happy when he mk mi laugh when we chat. he likes 2 call my name when he toks 2 our collics.

we had got along well as colleagues. once, when he was cold 2 mi, i'm broodin y he treated mi diff aft he was bk fr leave. there were 2 occasions he dun tok normal 2 mi. 1st occastion - he asked whether i had leopard-printed clothes anot and 2 wear 1 dae 2 office 2 entertain him n e guys :X 2nd occasion - he jokingly said his butt painful n asked mi 2 massage him. when i suggested another ger 2 help him, he dun wan...

duuno y smtms i feel he peek at mi when i was doin my work, read or slp. like 2dae, he noticed i drank soya bean lol~!

i alw tell myself there's oni 1 guy in my heart n ie my bf tho tis guy may b in my mind. recentli, i had celebrated my bf's bdae n i felt sorta relieved i finali got 2 do it cos i had promised him abt e plan tho i was sick tt dae. when tis guy toks 2 or flirts wif oth gers, i nv feel jealous. sometimes, i'm wonderin isit worth 2 stop my long relationship n pursue a new relationship wif a guy wif better qualites n try an office luv relationship? but i reli dunno hw 2 brk e heart of someone i stil luv. i nw seem 2b able 2 understd y sm couples can brkup cos of a 3rd party aft bein in a rship 4 mani yrs...

2dae, i can feel i had waken up fr my 'fantasy' cos durin lunch time, we had sat so near 2 each other, in front of each other, he nv tok 2 mi or look @ mi. our oth 2 collics had left us alone at e table cos they went 2 order food. seein his behaviour, i oso act cool. i happi u asked mi where's blk 302 cos i feel u let mi noe abit of ur personal thing as i can hear u call e clinic. u ask mi mebe cos i stay at amk or mebe cos ur frenz nt in e office lol.