Sad :'(

2dae, i feel so moody... :(

tis mornin, i oni got 2 c him in e mornin... he looked tired. i noe he did look at mi. but we nv greet each oth 'gd mornin'... den aft 9AM, he's nowhere in sight oredy. i tot he's in e oth office. den ltr, i realised he had gone trainin. no wonder...

i feel moody n sad not cos of him. its cos of my bf. last nite, he said he'l b happier if i can attract guys. tis makes mi feel he's not worried that i will runaway if there's a better guy chasin me. so wat abt havin trust n confidence in mi? did he tk mi 4 granted? well... 2 mi, as long we r nt married, anythng can hap. even if i trust him, i wont trust oth gers.

jz nw, smsed him. he oni replied aft gt hm cos his hp batt dead. den he nv rly agn.. i guess muz b cos he's chargin his hp in his parents' room so no rly mi. but i oredy told him i sad, he shd pay attn 2 mi rite? mebe go chk his hp once awhile whether i smsed him anot. he's alw lk tt, nv b thr when i'm down :(