yest, i went hm late so i din blog. xmas is tml. i tink i gona gif up on him cos he dun seem 2b interested in mi. he din join us 4 lunch tis 2 days. i oso dunno abt his personal stuff neither does he noe mine aniwae. w/o him i can blog on other stuff. i find that i enjoy bloggin. its fun tho no1 came 2 read yet. poor thing rite? i'm stil new here. smtms i tink i dun match him. i tink i jus let it b and kp our rship tis way. den whether 2 settle wif my bf.... i'm stil considerin cos nw i'm givin up on him... haiz. if he's nt interested, den i'm juz wastin tm and i dun wan put in more effort on him cos i stil dun understd him better and i've a bf. however, i'l stil b happi when he smiles at, looks at and tok 2 mi :)
2dae, we reli dun tok 2 mch 2 each oth. i greeted him and my collin in mornin. i heard tt he's meetin his parents durin lunch-time. i tot he's goin bk 4 gd le. but i saw his things stil in office aft my lunch. den he reli came bk le. s usual, he tot i haven eaten. den i told i came bk le. well, at least he cared abt mi 4 tis? lol. or mebe s collics oni lor lol. dun tink 2 mch. he went out wif sm female frenz aft work yest. no wonder he tk bus 2 e mrt stn. but i oso nv go n asked him y he tk it cos dun wan him tink i kpo. i felt abit sad cos he did go out wif gers. i wonder y he can treat em s frenz but nt mi :( mebe oso cos of tis, so i wan gif him up le lor.
i felt lonely and veri tired in office 2dae haiz :( dunno y i'm such a nice ger but no1 cares mch abt mi haiz... mebe its better 2 work wif gers. but i wan work wif those gd nice 1s lol~!
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