BIG FIGHT!! GRRRRR...

2 days ago, i asked my hubby whether he can lend my dad car cos he needs to bring my mom to hospital on 2 days this week. he refused and said he would sponsor the cab fare. so i asked him if he remembers our deal that after CNY, he will try to ask his stpd dad to lend us e car. if he wun he will argue with him. den i said he broke his promise! my hubby said our deal is till end of Feb not after CNY. he saw me so mad and compromised, saying he will go ask his dad then. but i'm not happy already and told him dun nid. i said y he only agreed after i got angry. den he asked what i wanted nw...

my hubby did not tok to mi mch snc den... he said let him hv depression and end his life. he dun care baby and i wun go back to his hse on wkends anymore. he is sick that we alwiz quarrel cos of our families and e car. i dun understd y he alwiz nid 2 ask his stpd dad's permission to lend car 2 my dad. my hubby & i paid 4 e car while he oni put his stpd dad's name under insurance. nw his stpd dad drv it 2 work everyday cos i hv no license & he tk public transport 2 work. i hate his family! i juz oni wan try 2 help my family save e cab fare cos my mom is going to hospital 3x a wk. once, i asked his stpd dad myself whether he can lend e car 2 my dad for 1 dae. he's so calculative & asked y. when i lied 2 him tt my dad wanted 2 bring my ah ma 4 chkup, his stpd dad did not want 2 lend. so selfish of him!!! his stpd mom lk 2 kpo my matters n her mouth is bad 2 my baby.

at 1st, i did not wan 2 ask my hubby animore abt lendin e car cos i noe i will hear e same ans... seein him lk tt nw, i told him i reli will stop askin le cos oso so sick of it! i gona pass my driving tests faster 2 obtain a drivin license & possess e car! den i can hv my own use w/o e nid 2 kp ask his stpd dad! i dunno y my hubby becomes lk tt cos of tis. y he cant let mi hv my way when i asked him e 1st tm :( jz once oso cannot. i dunno y he seems 2 push all e blame 2 mi. i did fl abit bad 4 not goin bk 2 his hse. i tot if he mk mi fl better i will try endure his stpd family agn n go bk. tis tm, he nv apologizes 2 mi. i dunno when he will b ok le.

its a new yr... but we oredy fought mani x cos of tis.. haiz...

Thank God It's Friday~!

on e dae b4 2dae, on fri, my fren told mi tt she may go 2 China 2 work. she had gone 4 e interview. b4 tt, she asked mi if i hv e chance, will i gif up my rship wif my bf. i said tt my bf will b veri understandin and asks mi 2 go ahead. 4 mi, if i'm stil nt married, of cos i will go, especially if its somewhere i long 2 go lol. if her interview is successful, she will b my 3rd fren who's workin overseas. somemore, its at China agn lol. wonder y tis hap so mani x tis yr! haiz...

b4 knockin off, i was in a bad mood cos of my tutor. we were supposed 2 mit tt dae cos i wanna help her scan her certs out of gd will. i dunno wat hap! she sounded so friendly e oth dae. if she cant mk it, den juz tell mi. dun nid ignore my calls n smses. till nw, she stil did nt reply mi. haiz.. so bad.

without waitin 4 her further, i went shopping wif my sis n her fren, Magaret at NTUC at Amk Hub aft dinner. it was nice 2 noe Magaret. she's more matured than my sis lol. she's a softspoken and quiet gal. she even recommennded one iPhone app to mi lol. xtuali, she wanna go 2 watch some 'live' show at Dhoby Ghaut but my sis and i were not interested. so we nv went. on e way, we chatted quite alot.

Altho it was a Fri, my bf and i did nt mit cos he's nt free. so i juz went out wif my sis. i seldom go out wif her cos i dun reli lk it. but if it's goin swimmin or playin badminton tog, i'm on! we did go 2 Kbox tog b4...

Genting Trip - Part 2 (Final)

at last, it was time 2 go bk 2 Sg on tues~! oh, we needed 2 wake up earli agn haiz... cos we gona eat e brkfast buffet at Resorts World hotel. there was slightly more choices compared 2 e 1st one we went. i tink it was nicer too lol. i ate bee hoon, plain rice, hard-boiled egg, 2 pcs of small cakes, sausages n porridge etc n drank orange juice n mango juice~! e latter was yummy lol~! his mom n I chatted abit :) den, we went bk 2 our room 2 wait 4 chk-out. my bf was worried abt xtra charges as we were stil in e room aft 12pm. as there were stil a few hrs b4 2pm, we had no choice but 2 go walkin ard. i was happi tt my bf played my Iphone games wif mi lol.

when i saw tt my Iphone batt had left less than 1/2 of its life span, i decided 2 watch movie on e coach on e return journey. Beast Stalker 证人 is a veri exciting film~! Drag Me To Hell is nt bad too lol. but i dun reli lk e endin. i met my ex-collic when i was buyin titbits in a shop~! 2 bad, my closer fren din join her. wat a coincidence lol. we had dinner in a chinese restaurant at 7+ in e evenin. i tink e cleanliness level was nt veri high haiz :( e food was average oni lor. it was rainin heavily~! wat a bad weather~! e bus was slow :/

my bf had allowed mi 2 tk cab hm so aft reachin Sg, they waited 4 cab wif mi. but aft abt 15mins lk tt, there was stil no empty or avail cab :( so his parents suggested 2 wait at e opp side. but we waited veri long in vain lor haiz. den i started 2 gt veri impatient n threw temper le~! my bf suggested we went 2 tk train cos no choice oredy. i was nt happi cos i wan gt hm fast but nw cannot haiz. he accompanied mi 2 wait 4 e mrt. in e end, i rched hm at 11+ pm.

aft reachin hm, i showed my mom wat i had bought. i told her i will oso give some of em 2 my collics. pls see below:

豆沙饼 - Mom said e size reduced so much~!

Prawn crackers & lobster crackers - Very yummy~!

Titbits made with peanuts - Tasty~!

Coconut sweets - all-time favourite lol~!

Strawberry biscuits - Very fragrant and crunchy~!

BBQ chicken - His mom gave mi tis~!

lastly, i hope 2 travel wif my bf more in e future cos we can spend more tm tog but i wish he can let mi buy anithing i wan buy lol.

He lied 2 mi~!!!! :( 1st time i'm angry with him~!

2dae, b4 i knocked off i was v angry wif him cos he lied 2 mi. my fren told mi she was goin swimmin wif him aft work cos they wan train 4 their dragon boat practice. i kp tinkin abt it aft tt. previously, he told mi he dun lk my fren (ref 2 my post on 9 Jan 10) den y nw he wan go out wif her alone? sm more, it's goin swimmin tog~! y he nv ask mi go? i lk swimmin~! :(

i dun lk ppl 2 lie 2 mi~! is he fake or wat? is tis a misunderstandin? i din smile at him aft i gt angry at him le. but he dunno my feelin. i saw him tk our collic's car. all e guys oso left office on e dot aft gt chnged. did they mention gg trainin aft work jz nw? cos i din hear clearly :(

tml i dunno hw haiz... i tink i wan clarify wif him 1 dae or i asked my fren tml? haiz.. so stpd~! i reli unhappi wif him tho he 'disturbed' mi earlier on... :( he joked he dun wan sit at same table s mi cos i eat alot.. he asked mi dun finish all e bbq pork... but he nv look at mi durin lunch...

y was i so affected by him? haiz... if i stil unhappi tml, can he tell y i was nt happi wif him? haiz...