He never accompanied mi 4 lunch alone 2dae haiz... :(

tis mornin, he started 2 tok 2 mi hee... i saw his happi smile lookin at his pc 1st dae in e mornin lol. he saw mi look so happi when enterin e office. so he asked mi y e new guy nv came and i felt so happi. i said 'aiya, u bluff mi 1 la lol'. den he said tt guy's comin in a few days. but i noe he stil joked wif mi la lol. he looked at mi mani x agn 2dae hee. i noe cos he gt turn his head c mi when i opened e door lol. mebe cos i wore nicenice 2dae ;p

he nv acc mi go lunch 2dae which puzzled mi alot. tho i was mentalli prep le. heng my fren was willing 2 do so. he reasoned he wan eat e curry rice at tt canteen. i kept tinkin alot cos i dun quite blive him leh. isit cos he's shy? he dun like 2 eat wif mi cos he dun lk bein alone wif mi? but at least he asked mi wan e cleaner 2 buy 4 mi? den he 4gt stil gt my fren 2 eat wif us. i jus asked my fren was he lk tt when workin wif her last tm? she said he gt eat wif her b4 leh :( i wonder y he treated mi differently haiz...

he had helped mi wif e tests agn b4 i went 4 lunch hee... so glad abt it lol. mebe cos our collic nt here so i gt chance 2 ask 4 his help more lol. den i realised he haven finished his lunch i tot he finished le so i asked him. but he stil so gd 2 mi hee... aft i asked him a few x le, he jokingly said dun wan help mi lol. den i said 'but thr's no1 thr le lol'. but he stil helped mi la lol. i dun dare sa jiao at him leh cos paiseh. mebe nx time? lol.

when it was time 2 go home, he asked mi abt nx thurs cos 1 uncle ask him. i said i dunno whether its cfmed n nt sure la. den he said i inefficient :( sad leh. being said bad things by some1 i admire lol. den i was tinkin if u like her, den go ask her cum bk lor :( den i asked him isit he wan eat nx thurs uh? he said no den said sth abt eatin biscuits? i cant reli hear tis cos his voice gt softer lol. den when i was steppin out of office, i asked he dun wan go home uh? tink he jus smiled or wat. den i was tinkin y he can ask mi but nt e oth way? :(

he nv replied my Fb msg leh. wonder will he ever reply tt. mebe he tinks its a silly qn lol. i hope he'l reply mi...

Friend request him in Facebook & helping him when he's on leave

on Thurs, i had requested 2 add him in Fb. but dunno when he'l respond cos dunno he will get 2b online in US anot. i tink i cant wait animore lol so go n add him. i oso tink no harm requestin lor. he wont suspect anithing or misunderstd mi hopefully as i din go request 2 add oth collics. but i guess he's e most reliable guy thr :) i'm tinkin if he nv respond b4 he's bk 2 work, mebe i'l cancel e request cos'l fl shy if he noes abt tis when i can gt 2 c him in ofc...

a new guy'l b attached 2 my office for 2 wks fr nx mon onwards. he's nt some1 2 mk mi chng my 'target' lol. but he stil looks ok la lol. my object of attraction'l b bk aft nx wk! wonder'l he look e same n treated mi e same... its been 2 wks. smtms fl bored w/o him cos no handsome guys ard 2 c or kill boredom lol.

i oso helped him 2 update 1 file. will send him bk once he's bk. wonder wats his reaction lol. but i glad 2 help him wif tis lol. i asked my collic whether i'l stop updatin aft he's bk. he said nid 2 ask him lor. xtuali, helpin him wif tis oso ok cos i so slack in ofc lol. den its my pleasure 2 help him cos i tink he's nt some1 2 tk adv of oth ppl. at least, so far he's ok.

sianz.. smtms, i hope he'l bk earlier lol...

Sad :'(

2dae, i feel so moody... :(

tis mornin, i oni got 2 c him in e mornin... he looked tired. i noe he did look at mi. but we nv greet each oth 'gd mornin'... den aft 9AM, he's nowhere in sight oredy. i tot he's in e oth office. den ltr, i realised he had gone trainin. no wonder...

i feel moody n sad not cos of him. its cos of my bf. last nite, he said he'l b happier if i can attract guys. tis makes mi feel he's not worried that i will runaway if there's a better guy chasin me. so wat abt havin trust n confidence in mi? did he tk mi 4 granted? well... 2 mi, as long we r nt married, anythng can hap. even if i trust him, i wont trust oth gers.

jz nw, smsed him. he oni replied aft gt hm cos his hp batt dead. den he nv rly agn.. i guess muz b cos he's chargin his hp in his parents' room so no rly mi. but i oredy told him i sad, he shd pay attn 2 mi rite? mebe go chk his hp once awhile whether i smsed him anot. he's alw lk tt, nv b thr when i'm down :(