So happi 2dae :) Frequent eye contact will develop into love?

oh dear, i dunno hw 2 start... we din greet each other in e mornin. he seemed bz preparin his brkfast lol. i heard him mention tuna n apples. he went 2 his old drawer 2 tk a spoon. he commented my broli was big when he saw it. den i asked 'is it?' den he told me he was jus kiddin lol. so typical of him. he's so gd stil treats mi e same aft i sent him a msg in Fb ;p den he remarked tis thurs, we work 1/2 dae. a collic said i oredy knew. den i tink he said lk tt's gd cos he can dun c mi. den i asked him y he said so. shit, i cant catch wat he said or he jz kept quiet? den i said 'but nx mon, he'l stil c mi wat lol'. den he said 'too bad lol'.

he sat bhind my seat when we were on e way 4 lunch in our collic's car :) feel so gd... we nv sit near each other when dining tog. sth v funni happened. while he was eatin 1/2way, sth dropped in his plate agn lol~! its e bird's fault lol~! dunno he saw mi laugh at him agn anot lol~! y he was alw so 'heng'? lol~! he looked v comical lol~! if i sat near him, i sure mocked at him le lol~! i shd hv taken pic of tt lol~! he mk fun of mi when our collic commented on e way i walked :( when we were goin bk office, he sat in e middle bhind. dunno y he suddenli said it was my fault when i tink his seat bumped... :/ den i asked' oh reli? jz nw who was e 1 who ate alot lor? lol' den all laughed. den our collic said nx tm dun let mi c wat they ate le.' den i defended 'hey, it was him who started tis~! y u picked on mi?' den thr was laughter agn.

in e aftnoon, i tink he noticed mi more... oh, we made close eye contact. i can c his big eyes clearly -.- i dunno y it seemed like a coincidence. i tink we looked at each oth for a few seconds. den we felt paiseh... oh, it was like so close 2 him and we can kiss lol~! tis was e 1st time we look at each other so close and long. last tm when lunchin wif him and sat opp him, we oso din hold e stare 4 tis long... tho oni once, i oredy was veri satisfied n happi lol! when i was tokin on my hp, he heard and saw my unhappi look. tis was e 1st tm i spk hokkien in frt of him~! wonder wats his feelin...

2dae, i finali can c him at my bus stop snc he came bk fr US le lol~! so happi~! he was walkin bhind mi initially when i left office. i saw him on e overhead bridge when i was tokin 2 my mom on my hp. he smiled at and hastened mi lol~! he walked so fast, like in a hurry. he kp lookin out 4 e bus on e bridge. den i stil saw him at e bus stop lor hee... i pondered isit he wondered y i din go near him 2 wait 4 my bus lol. cos fr e look on his face. aiya, e stpd dustbin blocked my way, no choice. so i walked 2 e oth side. den my bus came. i tot he wont tk it so i waved gdbye at him.  den he told mi he's goin 2 tk mrt. oh, i'm happi he tk e same bus s mi lol cos tis was e 1st tm~! den he said byebye 2 mi when i was alightin. oh, he stood a dist fr mi n we din tok 2 each oth. but nvm, s long he's bside can le lol~! wonder whr's he goin lol.

Happi :)

2dae, he seemed 2 notice mi alot. he knew tis mornin i got trainin. when i walked in and out of e office, he kept commentin hee... he asked y i kept goin in office? lol. den he seemed 2 smile at mi alot when i went in lol. mk mi happi 2 c him smile lol. i gt ans him y lor. i sat bside him durin lunch 2dae. it's been so long nv sit bside him so close le. xtuali yest oso can sit closer but i paiseh la. mebe he dun mind? lol.

den when i was tokin 2 a ger and lendin her my mag, he looked at us. so i asked him whether he wan read anot? i can lend him. but he refused. when i was finishin my almond milk, i tink he's tinkin of mi cos i sneezed a few x. den i asked isit him? he's silent... feel abit weird.. 1 collic asked mi 2 buy his bullet pointer's batteries. den e oth collic mentioned that in 1 country, e bullet pointer can cause fire and burnt someone~! den i said wow, like that i can point it 2 my enemy! den he said he'll point at mi lol~! den i feel like askin him he hates mi so much uh?

jz nw, i had asked tis ger whether he had asked her 2 eat e chocolates, she said nv. but i tink y he's so funni. he mentioned her smtms but y nv reli tok 2 her... i saw him buy mag 2dae at e petrol kiosk n read it in e office i tink. but i dunno wat mag isit. he 2dae seemed so free lol.

nx mon n tues, i gt trainin... cant c him leh...

Die.... keep thinkin of him.... :X

2dae, i kp tinkin of him tho he's sittin beside mi most of e time. mebe cos my fren had supported mi haiz...

tis mornin,  he cfmed wif mi when boss is comin bk fr leave. i answered 'tml lor'. den he asked mi y he din tk until tml. i asked him ask boss lor. but he looked serious cos he nv laughed. i tink 2dae he's bz wif work. we nv tok 2 each oth durin lunch. heard him chat wif another collic more but nvm. tink they r gd frenz lor. heard him tell him he cant finish his food in US cos e portion quite big. den i was wonderin whether i can finish anot lol. i tot he gona mention my name agn lol. oh ya, he reli gt mention my name cos he's tokin abt e funni part yest lol. den ltr when i'm chattin wif tt collic abt tml's test, he oso joined in e conversation and laughed 2 my jokes hee...

when it's time 2 go home soon, he dozed off... oh, i heard his snore lol~! long tm nv heard it since he went 2 US lol~! remind mi of my bf and when he yawned. dunno y lol. poor thing, he's so tired lol~! xtuali when i saw him slp, i tot he's leanin on tt box and i wan lol lol~! but he din. den aft he woke up fr his snore, he went 2 gt chnged lol. i tink he realised he's malu lol. when he's packin up, he asked mi 'dun wan go hm uh? so gd 2 stay uh? lol' i said ' i cant leh cos nid 2 scan pass :( unlike them. i gt restriction'. den he quickly left le. i was lucky 2 c him at e bus stop when i was stil takin my own sweet tm on e opp side lol. oh, he din tk bus hm. tink he go out lor. but he's in workout gear leh...

nw cum 2 tink of it, he oso gt mention oth gals' name in his conversation leh... haiz... :( more n more no chance. but i gt tink of askin him whether he's attached anot leh. or ask his fren... haiz...

He's back~! Yeah, he still treats me e same :)

He had come bk 2 work 2dae. greeted him tis mornin. den sent him bk his work file. he said tks 2 mi. so happi 2 c his smile earli in e mornin lol~! he told mi i can eat e Hershey chocolates he bought fr US but he din put em in fridge. i said 'ok, later'. ooooo... til nw, he stil rem i pref 2 eat cold chilled chocolates ;p so happi lol~! 2dae, he wore black shirt. tink tis my 1st tm c him wear tis color lol~! wow he's so suave! den tis mornin can smell his cologne. wonder isit his gf bought 4 him... cos last tm he nv wears cologne 2 work. at least snc i work thr. or cos he nv bathe? but impossible la lol~!

when we were on e way 4 lunch, he started 2 mention mi hee... he jokingly asked mi 2 go n tell 1 lady nt 2 wear shorts! cos her legs nt slim... i asked him wat if she slapped mi? he said den they'l protect mi! is he hintin he'l protect mi? i oni wan him protect mi leh lol~! i noticed e hair on his chin grew longer. seem lk he din shave in US lol. nt nice leh keke. when our collic went 2 buy juices, he said they saw HK's Maria's daughter at e KL airport. his mom kp askin isit reli her? lol. den when we were on e way bk 2 office, he asked whether i striked Toto tt time anot. i said 'no, tio jiak lol'. wow, he stil rem i bought lol~! wow, i can say his memory's v gd lol~!

bk in e office, i gt e chance 2 chat wif him abit aft i went 2 tk sm more of his chocolates fr e cupboard top. he saw mi eat 1. i told him e peanut butter's so thick. den he joked ok, den he'l go and tell e factory. den i asked he gt their no meh? lol~! next, i asked whether he bought them fr a supermkt. he said no, they were from an exclusive shop. i tink he said 1 pkt costs US$14. i asked him whether he went 2 watch movies lk New Moon. he said he din watch tis but he went 2 watch Ninja Assassin which stars Rain lol. cos he can watch mani movies on e plane. he oso nid slp on plane else'l jet lag. i asked isit more ex 2 watch movie in US? he said oni US$7-8. oh ya, he mentioned when asians use student cards, e cinema nv chk 1. i oso asked den he stil has sm more chocolates at hm? he said his lugguage stil gt 1 pkt. he said xtuali, he oso dunno wat 2 buy 4 us, cant possibly bought steak rite? lol. he continued 2 say he gt ask another collic wat 2 help him buy. he said e jeans in US r cheap. i 4gt he said hw mch le. he said he oni bought 1 pair himself cos in Sg, its hot so he v seldom wear jeans 2 work. k i noe him abit more lol~! den i dunno wat 2 say le lor. but i happi stil can chat wif him so mch lol.

aft tt, gt 1 funni collic came up 2 chitchat. we gt smile 2 each other at 1 point when hearin tis collic tok lol~! den e oth collic told him abt his seat lol~! tis whr e funni part starts! cos i tot he wont tell him le. i've been anticipatin tis part cos i wan c his reaction lol. i'm rite! he reli'l laugh lor lol~! he said no wonder he gt sick easily n more stpd lol~! tis collic even showed him e paper n asked him 2 read lol~! den i oso joined in e conversation n laughed lor lol. i stood abit closer 2 him when he's takin e device 2 measure e box magnetivity hee...

i tot 2dae i'l gt 2 c him at bus stop when i'm waitin 4 bus. but i nv. mebe he went smwhr else so nv tk bus at my bus stop. no wonder, he wore cologne and jeans and knocked off on e dot. mebe went datin? haiz...

oh my gd impression of him deepens cos he's generous. i tot 4 his dialect he's nt. but mebe cos nid b kind 2 e collics? or mebe he's reli sincere n gd guy... :) i'm v happi he stil treats mi e same aft he's bk fr US and aft i added him in Fb. i treasure it lol~!

Elvin Ng & Kang Chengxi's blog... He's comin bk tml~!

2dae, I was reading Elvin Ng and Kang Chengxi’s blogs in office. Found that Elvin likes 2 tok about Life which I found 2b profound and smtms true. Tink his blog is sth lk Chicken Soup and I like it. I can find peace reading it. Mebe u ppl can go and read it when u feel down and it will sorta cheer u up. At least, to me, I can. His is a special blog from mani ppl I guess cos gd questions were posed wif his inner tots. I suppose he’s someone who will examine himself and life when he’s alone. I agree wif him tt if u do things alone by urself, u no nid 2 smile and accommodate oth ppl. Mebe I shd try go watch movie myself 1 dae in a cinema. Shd b a diff feelin fr watchin it at home by myself….

Reading Chengxi’s blog is veri relaxin cos he’s veri funni. His language and mine are e same in e sense that we dun use proper English and there are nt mani pix lol. dunno y he likes 2 use mani’…..’ in his blogs lol. so nw I noe he’s workin at Standard Chartered Bank, no more actin. Waliao, I’m so outdated. Dun ask mi he’s workin at which branch. Go read his blog urself lol. Last time, I used 2 like him when he’s stil in Mediacorp cos he’s handsome and boyish lol. had watched all his dramas b4. nw, I oso din dislike him tts y I’m reading his blog lol. From his blog, he should be a friendly and nt hypocrite guy. His pet rabbit looks cute. Oh, I tink he grad e same time s my bf? Omg, they are reli from same sch keke… haiz.. my bf oso
likes 2 work in bank lor. Dunno y when lookin at 1 of his pix remind mi of tt stpd idiotic ex-boss~!! Arghhhhhh…….. * pukes* oh he oso likes Stitch. Omg, y my taste is e same as guys? Lol. He said dun see qualities, feelin is more impt. Mebe he’s rite?

Quotin from CX: so guys.. haha.. wise up! u can treat a girl so much better den the "stupid guy who she likes but treat her like shit" but u can nv be tt guy.. so just move on to the other.. don make things difficult for u and her..

2dae, I no tm 2 continue my typin 4 part 2 of e hair care tips cos work bz aft reading Chengxi’s blog halfway. Tml he’s comin bk. Xtuali I had rem wrongly e dae but nvm. Time flies… dun wan let him noe I blog in office lol. I tink he’l look e same. Stil testing water lol. but I tink I noe e ans le lor haiz… no chance… I nt reli excited leh. Mebe jz a faint happiness cos had msged n tok 2 him abit in Fb. Dunno y I particularly like wat Chengxi had said (as shown above) mebe I can relate 2 it keke… tink I had addicted 2 readin his interesting posts le cos he’s v amusin. I lk hurmorous guys lol. Oso feel lk he’s stil a kid.

He answered my question~! Yeah~!

Yest, i had asked him sth w/o mentionin e question i had asked him mani days ago. i tot he wont reply mi oredy. cos i dunno i sounded weird 2 him anot. but 2dae, i saw his reply 2 my that question as well. i quite happi. so nw, i noe he's not a fan of computer game like mi lol. i tot we gt another same interest but nvm lol. but at least he played occasionally when he's bored. jz nw, i had put 'see u in office' in my reply. i tink we'l juz end like that lor. cos so far, he nv asked mi anithing nt even on e books i read haiz.

he'l b bk 2 work sn. can c him agn but wonder hw he'l treat mi. tis more impt i guess lol. cos i wan c isit e same aft i had added him and msged him in Fb. but so far, i've been discreet and bein normal 2 him cos i jus dun wan anihw brk contact and relationship wif him. cos its very rare of mi 2 noe a gd-lookin guy ;p so i muz treasure him lol. i wonder he will ask whether i miz him anot in a jokingly way lol. if not, oso nvm.

nw, i'l just wait a few days and email his file bk 2 him. den c wats his reponse. i guess it shd b a normal reaction oni.

Friend request him in Facebook & helping him when he's on leave

on Thurs, i had requested 2 add him in Fb. but dunno when he'l respond cos dunno he will get 2b online in US anot. i tink i cant wait animore lol so go n add him. i oso tink no harm requestin lor. he wont suspect anithing or misunderstd mi hopefully as i din go request 2 add oth collics. but i guess he's e most reliable guy thr :) i'm tinkin if he nv respond b4 he's bk 2 work, mebe i'l cancel e request cos'l fl shy if he noes abt tis when i can gt 2 c him in ofc...

a new guy'l b attached 2 my office for 2 wks fr nx mon onwards. he's nt some1 2 mk mi chng my 'target' lol. but he stil looks ok la lol. my object of attraction'l b bk aft nx wk! wonder'l he look e same n treated mi e same... its been 2 wks. smtms fl bored w/o him cos no handsome guys ard 2 c or kill boredom lol.

i oso helped him 2 update 1 file. will send him bk once he's bk. wonder wats his reaction lol. but i glad 2 help him wif tis lol. i asked my collic whether i'l stop updatin aft he's bk. he said nid 2 ask him lor. xtuali, helpin him wif tis oso ok cos i so slack in ofc lol. den its my pleasure 2 help him cos i tink he's nt some1 2 tk adv of oth ppl. at least, so far he's ok.

sianz.. smtms, i hope he'l bk earlier lol...

Sad :'(

2dae, i feel so moody... :(

tis mornin, i oni got 2 c him in e mornin... he looked tired. i noe he did look at mi. but we nv greet each oth 'gd mornin'... den aft 9AM, he's nowhere in sight oredy. i tot he's in e oth office. den ltr, i realised he had gone trainin. no wonder...

i feel moody n sad not cos of him. its cos of my bf. last nite, he said he'l b happier if i can attract guys. tis makes mi feel he's not worried that i will runaway if there's a better guy chasin me. so wat abt havin trust n confidence in mi? did he tk mi 4 granted? well... 2 mi, as long we r nt married, anythng can hap. even if i trust him, i wont trust oth gers.

jz nw, smsed him. he oni replied aft gt hm cos his hp batt dead. den he nv rly agn.. i guess muz b cos he's chargin his hp in his parents' room so no rly mi. but i oredy told him i sad, he shd pay attn 2 mi rite? mebe go chk his hp once awhile whether i smsed him anot. he's alw lk tt, nv b thr when i'm down :(