Felt so happi~! Does this mean he has no gf?

yeah, 2dae he treated mi e same~! i nv expected it. tis mornin, he seemed concerned abt mi and asked isit i went hm late yest. i said no, i knocked off at normal tm. den he no commented. in e aftnoon, i was happier cos he even called mi on my Iphone and asked mi go over 2 mit em 2 go lunch tog~! aft i hanged up, he recalled mi. i hanged up cos i tot i accidentali called him lol~! den scared i malu lol.

aft lunch, i asked him 2 help mi wif my work cos he's e 1st 2 cum in lol. but he was quite bad 2 sabo mi... :( he asked whether i was happi 2 go over 2 another office nx wk cos there r mani handsome guys thr lol. i said if wat he said's true, den of cos lol. but xtuali, i stil pref my current office.partli cos of him la lol. when i offered a collic chocolates, he asked mi why i nv offered him, so biased lol~! i nv told him its cos tis guy treated mi gd mah, lk frenz lol. he was jealous uh? lol. den he opened a new pack of chocolates. i was excited and went near him so as 2 gt 1 for myself lol. so i opened up my palm and dunno y he pretended want 2 hit mi lol. oooo, he wan touch mi bk uh? lol. say la lol. ltr, i joked and asked him y he nv tk 4 mi. i tink he asked mi y i wan eat so mch. den i answered him tt i wan b lk 1 collic lol. den he oso laughed lol. he asked whether i installed ani games. i asked bk if i did, will they play wif mi? he said 'of cos' lol. i asked whether he can bluetooth mi e games but he no responsed :(

xtuali, tot i wan ask wats his feelin when i smsed him yest. but i was shy lol. i dunno he noe hw i feel abt him anot. is my test considered successful? mebe i achieved my aim? lol. my cousin said if he's sensitive and smart enuf, he will noe. haiz... mebe tis was another gd start? i did feel abit guilty cos it seemed i was doin sth bad bhind my bf's bk keke...

i tink e rest depend on him oredy cos i oredy tk mani initiatives lol. nw even dun hv his msn's gd enuf. mebe i feel its nt gd that Vdae's comin cos things might chng... :( does he mk mi like him more??? haiz... mebe tis e 1st and last tm i smsed him tis kinda thing la. cos 2 often's nt gd cos i gt bf.

He seemed 2b veri happi when tokin 2 mi 2dae~! ; Touched by my bf yest~!

First of all, let me wish everyone who came to my blog a HAPPY 2010~! e new yr is here.. wonder wat it will bring mi... more happiness? more misery? i had spent my last dae of 2009 and 1st dae of 2010 wif my dear bf :) it's such a nice nice feelin. hope it will last...

yest mornin, he noticed my new permed colored hair. he asked 'u permed hair?' cos he caught mi by surprise and i was nt mentali prepared cos of him, i jz smiled and acknowledged softly. oh, oni he commented mk mi happi lol~! he no joined us 4 lunch. den aft lunch, i shared wif them a joke cos they saw mi laughin by myself lol~! i asked him whether our boss treated him on his bdae. den i told em tt our collic fr oth office emailed mi and asked mi e same qn. den he asked mi 2 tell her tt our boss was holdin a party 4 mi tis thurs wif mani collics. b4 tt he said i was innocent if i told her my boss did if he's reli doin it. he said tis cos he said ltr she'l go confront our boss. den i said 'ya hor? later she quit on e nx dae lol'. den they oso laughed lol.

dunno y when he knew my bdae's comin, he shouted my name so loudly. he seemed 2b excited abt it lol~! at 1st, i tot y he did it. but when he did that, i was too embarrassed 2 ask him y la. i oso forgot 2 ask him sing mi bdae song jokingly lol. til 2dae, he stil rem my comin bdae. wonder y. he reli noticed mi n rem my things alot uh? lol. yest, he oso gt notice mi when he walked my seat in office. 2dae, he even stood in frt of mi n bade gdbye 2 mi when it was time 4 mi 2 knock off le ;p he oso observed tt i alw tk bus hm. but i told him i smtms did walk home. 2 bad, 2dae he's not goin home str so i wont c him at bus stop. yest, i deliberately tk bus home fast cos wan avoid him abit. i saw him opp.

2dae is my 1st time gettin e durian from his dessert~! he offered 2 gif mi aft i commented that he wasted food lol. i tk it fr his bowl. he oso used his spoon 2 help mi put it in2 mine. den when i gt an attap seed fr him, he said i 'clever' lol~! but its he himself passed 2 mi lor lol~! he seemed 2b v happi when tokin 2 mi when we were at e mkt. i was oso happi 2 hv lunch wif em thr cos its e 1st tm they came here :) i'm oso glad we eatin fr e same stall lol~!

yest, my bf did a veri touchin thing cos of mi. he signed up a veri ex pkg 4 mi at e spa ctr. he said it's my bdae present~! i almost cried on e fone~! he's so gd 2 mi. wat did i do 2 deserve tis? mebe i oso abit guilty? i wan b wif him 4eva but i dunno when we r gettin hitched. den tis guy... i dunno.. mebe i tink 2 mch? but til nw, he stil treats mi lk tis and i happi abt it... haiz :( smtms, i wan 2 gt e ans fr both of em asap... haiz... 2dae, i heard he mention gf??

About him again... :X

he joked with mi agn. i was happi :) yest, he asked mi 2 sit on my collic's thigh when i asked where could i sit? cos there was no empty seats le. den he saw mi walk towards e direction mf tt collic's place and tot i reli wan go sit on his thigh! i  'scolded' him 'siao' lol~! he oso said i sure will eat e food while i wrapped up e buffet lol~! i feel like strangle him lol~! he's so bad lor lol~! 1 collic asked mi 2 chk out e menus of e catering buffet. our comp's organisin buffet nx Thurs yeah lol~! great~! i tot he had treated mi coldly lk last tm when i was stil new, aft i decided. so he nv chnged e way he treated mi.

2dae's my 1st tm chat wif him abit at e bus stop when i'm waitin bus 2 go hm. partli cos i wan c his reaction. i jus wan kpo tell him e Security uncle was nt in his office lol~! when he tok, he din look at mi in my eyes. dunno isit he's shy or insincere? i tink it's e former reason. but he seemed tok alot hee... he told mi usuali, they'l inform e Security when they r goin hm. if nt, e Security'll call em if cant find em. den i juz said 'ok'. i din tk e 1st bus tt came cos quite crowded. den when e 2nd bus came, he wan tk so he gestured whether i was takin e same bus. i smiled bk and nodded. den he joked 'ur followin mi?' i asked him 'where got?' den he went 2 e upper deck oredi. tho tis tm, he's nt standin bside mi. but i'm stil elated :)

dunno y i still feel e same b4 i wan gif him up :( mk mi confused agn :( i dun wan... cos tis few days, i'm bk 2 tink of my bf. i had a wonderful tm wif him durin xmas days! yest, i oso went 2 tk e flyer wif him lor. den he's so gd acc mi walk alot when my soles hurt so badly and tk e train 2 Marina Bay cos i dun wan stand in e train at Cityhall. dunno y i nw can rem vividly when he treated mi gd and am tinkin isit 2 late nw? :( haiz...

recently, heard tt he's plannin 2 buy hse here. he had jz converted 2 PR. wonder whr he'l b stayin. mebe wont b near mi le... wonder y he gt tis plan. isit cos of his parents or gf... he's reli so rich sia lol~!

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He approved my Friend Request in Facebook~!

oh, 2dae he had approved my fren request in Fb. i'm quite happi but nt excited. i had sent him 1 msg but i felt nervous... had seen some of his pix. he dun show ani status. tink oso cant cfm he's single and available. he so late den on9. i oredy slpt. wonder when he'l rly. or will he rly? suddenli, i realised we gt another common interest - readin :) i hope he'l oso understd mi more fr Fb if he's interested in mi. wonder did he browse my photo albums? wat'l he tink if he saw e 1s i tk wif my bf?

am i bad? i'm nw treasurin e times wif my bf more but on e oth hand, i wanna gif chance 2 him if he tk action. wat shd i do??? haiz......... :(