He's attached now! All hopes are shattered lol!

OMG!! I jus saw in Facebook that he's in a relationship nw! oh i din expect it cos it seems so fast and reli unexpected 4 mi. but nvm, i guess it's all fated. fated i cant marry rich man lol! aniwae, congrats 2 him! i tot i wan write a new post abt him wantin 2 cut dragonfruit 4 mi. lk so gd 2 mi lol. nvm if stil can b frenz oso gd. i sad anot??? well, mebe abit but its ok cos my bf treated mi v gd mah. sm more he's been by my side all tis while when sth hap in my hse haiz...

well, it's all clear now! i'm not his type. so i dun go 'xiao xiu' him le lol. wonder who's e lucky ger... e stpd horoscope predictions every yr nt accurate 1 lol. mk mi at 1st stil go n vexed tis n tt.................. heng i stil luv my bf. i'l stil kp tis blog but mebe dun write abt him le la. else wasted my post. hope he dun flirt wif mi le leh lol. heng i no go and ask him out or wat. else i'l b so embarrassed lol! now, 1 more person's attached in office lol. i tink nw, i'm nt so unhappi abt him lyin 2 mi le. cos its reli nt impt nw.

i wish him all e best 2 his new rs lol!!

1st time he approached and chatted with me at bus stop lol!

On fri, i abit purposeli din tk ani bus tt arrived cos i wanted 2 c whether can mit him at bus stop anot. den ya, i reli saw him comin. he's smilin at mi. den he approached mi n we started 2 chat. he stil rem e white pants joke n told mi he and 1 collic go 2 gym tog. den i asked him whether they hold hands lol. he said nt yet. he siao la lol. den he oso wears white bottom and has purple shirts lol.

he asked mi whr i was goin. i told him i was goin 2 gym. he gave mi a 'i dun blive it' look lol. i explained tt it was my bdae treat la. he asked which gym i was goin. den he said he nv heard it b4. i 4gt ask him which gym they usuali go. we were takin dff bus. tho i oso can tk e bus he tk but nvm.

i still unhappi wif him tis few days :( but he dunno abt it. he stil treats mi e same. my fren jus reminded mi that i noe who i lk nw n muz consider my bf's feelin. so i tink i will let tis matter rest and slowli 4gt abt it. i was tinkin my bf's better cos he wont anihw go out wif ani ger alone!

lastly, i wish everyone who reads my blog a Happi CNY and Happi Valentine's Day~! i'm not goin out wif my bf on Vdae but we r goin spa nx wk cos of e Vdae pkg hee!

He lied 2 mi~!!!! :( 1st time i'm angry with him~!

2dae, b4 i knocked off i was v angry wif him cos he lied 2 mi. my fren told mi she was goin swimmin wif him aft work cos they wan train 4 their dragon boat practice. i kp tinkin abt it aft tt. previously, he told mi he dun lk my fren (ref 2 my post on 9 Jan 10) den y nw he wan go out wif her alone? sm more, it's goin swimmin tog~! y he nv ask mi go? i lk swimmin~! :(

i dun lk ppl 2 lie 2 mi~! is he fake or wat? is tis a misunderstandin? i din smile at him aft i gt angry at him le. but he dunno my feelin. i saw him tk our collic's car. all e guys oso left office on e dot aft gt chnged. did they mention gg trainin aft work jz nw? cos i din hear clearly :(

tml i dunno hw haiz... i tink i wan clarify wif him 1 dae or i asked my fren tml? haiz.. so stpd~! i reli unhappi wif him tho he 'disturbed' mi earlier on... :( he joked he dun wan sit at same table s mi cos i eat alot.. he asked mi dun finish all e bbq pork... but he nv look at mi durin lunch...

y was i so affected by him? haiz... if i stil unhappi tml, can he tell y i was nt happi wif him? haiz...

Oh he called mi out of e blue agn~! My bf was so gd... :X

Oooo... 2dae he called mi at 5+ pm. at 1st i was shocked cos nv expect it n din ans immediately lol. he said he cant contact our collic. i told him mebe cos he was playin game lol. he asked mi where's e farewell dinner. i answered that it was at Park Royal Hotel aft double-chk. i tot he was at e area le lol. den he said he nt confirmed goin cos he was nt feelin well. so i asked him y he stil asked. he said jus in case.

aft he hanged up, i smsed 2 ask him y he was sick. isit cos of e trainin? he said ya, it fried his brains... lol. he stil gt mood 2 joke leh. den aft i replied n encouraged him 2 go, he no rly le. but seriously, he sounded sick... poor thing... dunno wat hap... but i saw tt he had attained a higher score in e game in Facebook leh lol. he had posted a msg thr too lol.

aft i rched e restaurant, i smsed 2 ask him whether he was comin. he said no cos he was unwell. den i replied 2 ask him rest well at hm lor... but nvm, mebe i asked him nx mon and see whether he recovered le anot. jz nw i accidentalli called him. dunno he picked up anot. i hope nt. so i smsed him 2 explain n apologised.

xtuali, he lk tt suddenli called mi mk mi tink he miz mi n he wan my kind comfort 4 his unwellness lol. but it was reli a few days tt we din c each oth cos of his trainin. wonder wat trainin it was. cos our tt collic gt try 2 test his hp. it was ok leh. or he reli cant gt 2 him cos his hp gt sm prob 1 lol. no matter wat, tis collic had given him a chance 2 call mi n a chance 4 mi 2 hear his voice lol. dunno it was his excuse lol. wonder he will contact mi tis wkend anot keke...

1st time to be offered chocolates from him~!

2dae, i'm moody.... been lk tis tis few days :( when he looked at mi, i juz smiled bk. no mood 2 say anithing or joke wif him. i'm moody nt cos of him. its my hormones... :(

i dunno he can tell i'm blue anot. when e ger i hate called mi, he offered mi a pack of KitKat! i was surprised but happi~! tis is e 1st tm he gave mi chocolates~! of cos tis was nt an act of affection lk couples gif their partner chocolates la lol~! but i'm stil veri delighted lol~! it seemed 2 mi he noe my feelin 2dae... in my heart, i'm tinkin of verifyin wif him but i dare nt.

in e aftnoon, oni left us in e office for mani hrs hee... he's playin Bejeweled e whole dae in his Iphone~! aiyo, he's so slacked lol~! he asked mi 2 dl games so we can play tog. den he joked isit i oni dl free ones.... he's so bad... den i said cos i waitin 4 e new version la lol. den they asked mi wat new features wld thr b? den started 2 joke among emselves... he reli hopes 2 play wif mi 1 dae uh? lol. he said its easier n faster 2 play wif fingers rather den by mouse lor. i told him i usuali play in Facebook. suddenly, he started 2 play his mp3s. when i was doin my scannin, he asked mi wat music do i listen? so i told him. yeah, he wan understd mi more agn lol~!

den i noe he lk Lee Hom cos he's v talented n tried diff kinds of genres. he went 2 c his concert b4 at msia wif frenz. he gt free ticket but watched at e back 1 lol. it seemed lk he dun lk '38' gers cos he said he was nt impressed wif their behavior at e concert... oh, he mk mi tink he's reli a nice n nt so open guy hee... he dun lk Jay cos he alw sings same style and Jolin :( he said she's 'sai' cos her surname's Tsai. but i argued tt she's not 'sai' as a person wat. he said last tm Lee Hom stayed somewhr near his sch in US. he knew Lee Hom's name is 3 colors lol! seem lk we've same topic lol. he's so gd 2 play songs tt i wan hear :) oh, he's so gd 2 mi lol. mebe i tink 2 mch lol. when i went 2 toilet, he stopped e music. when i was bk, he played. wah... lol.

when i tok 2 tt ger i hated agn, he can hear. aft i hanged up, he asked 'ppl call u 2 congrat u uh? lol'. 2dae, i gt 2 c him at bus stop agn. my bus so fast arrived. i tk initiative 2 bid him gdbye. heng he saw my gesture. else i may malu lol. he looked stunned? lol. 2 bad, oni can c him awhile thr... but nvm wonder if he's happi wif wat i juz did anot keke.

tml i cant c him mch but nvm... yest, my bf swam wif mi despite havin slight runnin nose. he hoped i appreciate tis. i noe he's gd 2 mi... sth bad had happened 2 him... will acc him all tis while... he's poor thing...

Felt so happi~! Does this mean he has no gf?

yeah, 2dae he treated mi e same~! i nv expected it. tis mornin, he seemed concerned abt mi and asked isit i went hm late yest. i said no, i knocked off at normal tm. den he no commented. in e aftnoon, i was happier cos he even called mi on my Iphone and asked mi go over 2 mit em 2 go lunch tog~! aft i hanged up, he recalled mi. i hanged up cos i tot i accidentali called him lol~! den scared i malu lol.

aft lunch, i asked him 2 help mi wif my work cos he's e 1st 2 cum in lol. but he was quite bad 2 sabo mi... :( he asked whether i was happi 2 go over 2 another office nx wk cos there r mani handsome guys thr lol. i said if wat he said's true, den of cos lol. but xtuali, i stil pref my current office.partli cos of him la lol. when i offered a collic chocolates, he asked mi why i nv offered him, so biased lol~! i nv told him its cos tis guy treated mi gd mah, lk frenz lol. he was jealous uh? lol. den he opened a new pack of chocolates. i was excited and went near him so as 2 gt 1 for myself lol. so i opened up my palm and dunno y he pretended want 2 hit mi lol. oooo, he wan touch mi bk uh? lol. say la lol. ltr, i joked and asked him y he nv tk 4 mi. i tink he asked mi y i wan eat so mch. den i answered him tt i wan b lk 1 collic lol. den he oso laughed lol. he asked whether i installed ani games. i asked bk if i did, will they play wif mi? he said 'of cos' lol. i asked whether he can bluetooth mi e games but he no responsed :(

xtuali, tot i wan ask wats his feelin when i smsed him yest. but i was shy lol. i dunno he noe hw i feel abt him anot. is my test considered successful? mebe i achieved my aim? lol. my cousin said if he's sensitive and smart enuf, he will noe. haiz... mebe tis was another gd start? i did feel abit guilty cos it seemed i was doin sth bad bhind my bf's bk keke...

i tink e rest depend on him oredy cos i oredy tk mani initiatives lol. nw even dun hv his msn's gd enuf. mebe i feel its nt gd that Vdae's comin cos things might chng... :( does he mk mi like him more??? haiz... mebe tis e 1st and last tm i smsed him tis kinda thing la. cos 2 often's nt gd cos i gt bf.

1st time sms him~!

tis mornin, he mk fun of mi by greetin mi 'gd mornin' and said i no greeted him. but i saw him chattin happily on his hp lk wif gf. i shd hv let him noe my tinkin den c wats his reponse haiz. instead, i purposeli greeted him bk 'gd aftnoon' lol~! he looked quite bz in e mornin... he's oso veri gd and concerned 2 ask whether i was starvin cos we haven gone 4 lunch around 1 pm lol~! so touched.. den he oso asked mi 2 dl games in my Iphone cos he saw mi bored. snc he mentioned tis, i asked him wats e game my collic play. e 1 i enjoy. so, he told mi :)

b4 i went hm i smsed him. its my 1st tm~! and mebe oso my last tm cos i felt so weird and scared he wont lk it or suspect anithing lor haiz.. prior 2 smsin him, my heart beat faster cos i was nervous~! i  oso hesitated. i had asked my fren 4 opinion but she nv replied so i jus did it 2 test him lor... xtuali, i saw it was rainin heavily outside office so i tot he haven returned cos he was stuck somewhr. den ltr did i noe he was on 1/2 dae leave. i dunno cos he nv heard i ask him b4 he left office and 1 collic gt ask him whether wan go gif him a lift aft his medical appt. i tot he meant 2 drv him bk 2 office mah. den he oso chnged in2 hm clothes 4 his appt.

he dunno it was mi so i identified myself 2 him. mebe tml if he mentioned, i'l asked whether he was shocked anot lol. his rly was normal oni. abit diff fr e way he replied in Facebook. cos i saw tt his rly abit cold so i jz excused myself and said i did it out of boredom lol. but its oso true la cos office was so quiet again 2dae... haiz.. even when my fren came. i oso felt embarrassed 2 disturb him :X i was oso amused by his funni post in Facebook lol~! so he oso likes 2 eat KFC, which is same s my bf?

i wonder hw he'l treat mi tml. but tml i tink his mouth'l stil pain or numb lor.. poor thing... i hope he stil'l b nice 2 mi else hope it wont b 2 bad lor. but i've no confidence he gt interest in mi la. i tot mebe he'l rly sm funni thing bk lk 'u miz mi uh?' but he nv... mebe nvm cos tml i'l noe e truth. haiz... i felt disappointed wif his rly :(

1st time close physical contact with him~!

tis mornin, he asked y i looked so happi when i greeted him. i juz smiled bk.... in e aftnoon, b4 we went 4 lunch, we all were in e Security Room. he was playin game in his Iphone wif 1 collic. i was standin bside him n watched him play e 'aeroplane' game. i asked him 'tis game's fun meh? i dunno hw 2 appreciate it la lol.' he won e game. he's a pro? lol. den tt collic snapped a pic of mi out of my willingness :( he oso wanna tk pic of mi den i pushed his hands away. his hands so soft.. softer den my bf's lol. he's siao leh lol. he pretended uh? wan my pic say la lol. heng he reli din tk. hope he dun gt it la cos i'm nt photogenic mah lol. we went 2 e nearby canteen 4 lunch. they started 2 tok aft finished eatin. dunno y he seemed 2 wan 2 mk mi laugh. cos when he was jokin he looked at mi 2 c my reaction. last tm he's nt lk tt 1 lor...

dunno y 2dae he's lookin at mi more den usual. gt once, i purposeli looked at him when he looked at mi, he din say anithing and juz smiled and looked bk at his pc monitor. 2dae, i met him at e bus stop when i gg hm hee.. so happi cos so long nv c him thr le cos he din cum 2 work lol.

he's so weird 2dae... wonder hw he felt when i touched him cos its my 1st tm lol. bobian leh... he 'forced' mi 2 touch him else ltr he reli tk pic of mi hw? lol.

Does he miss me too?

yeah, 2dae he finali came bk 2 work le cos he's been nt workin snc last wed cos he went 2 extract his wisdom tooth. but i did comment on his wall in Facebook lor. i felt veri happi since tis mornin cos he asked hw was i. so mani days nv c mi le lol. does tis imply he miss mi? lol. 2 bad i cant ask isit he misses mi lol. cos our collics were ard. i answered him tt i was v gd lol~! cos cant say i miss him or i sian w/o him mah lol. but i oni miss him last fri cos usuali he'l chat wif mi more on fri lol. he oso gave mi a playful look when i dun answer immediately lol. tink he's siao la lol. den i asked abt his tooth, whether isit stil bleedin and does he nid ani blood donors? lol. den he asked wats my blood grp, so his is 'O'. he can sv every1 but not every1 can sv him lol. he gt look at me so i asked wat he's lookin at. he asked 'cannot look at u meh?' den i said but i ugly leh lol. den dunno wat he said... dunno y he din join us 4 lunch :( den b4 i knocked off, he suddenli asked mi whether i saw his car downstairs. so i asked him which belongs 2 him. but so stpd dunno who called his hp den we jus ended here :(

He took e initiative 2 chat with me 2dae :))))

yest, aft lunch, oni mi and him wld b in office oredy cos most of em r nt ard. he asked whr i went 4 lunch. i told him we went 2 e mac opp e lib. den, my fren came bk fr toilet and we chatted cos he's nowhr in sight again. its gd cos our topic was abt mi and my bf... haiz...

aft my fren left, he came bk. but its oredy quite late lor. oni left abt 1.5 hrs den can go home le. we started 2 tok abt my fren. he asked mi wat i tink of her. he and e others tink tt she lk 2 get attention and she tok w/o tinkin. but i told him i dun tink so cos smtms she dun even care wat they tink of her lor. i asked him y he was tellin mi tis. isit cos ltr they scared i bcum lk her uh? den they dun lk mi le uh? he said 'ya lor'. den i said 'den u look down on mi le lol. mi and her hv diff character lor'. he joked tt cos he's lk auntie and nw oso nth 2 do so gossip lor lol~! he even said whoever sees him likes him. so thick-skinned lol~! but i noe he's juz jokin la lol~!

den i told him abt wat i tink of my fren in e beginnin. he commented 'tt's interestin.' he told mi they all dun lk her. den i said 'no wonder jz nw u dun wan join us 4 lunch lol'. den i told him i tot gt 1 collic seems 2b close 2 her. den he told mi last tm, they all suspected she lk tt collic and did sm serious things. den, he and e oth collic saw and laughed bhind em lol~! but i nv asked wat isit la lol. he's so bad lol~! den i asked him whether tt collic gt avoid her. he said tis such a childish act lol~! i almost told him i experience b4 wif my gd fren lor haiz.. den he told mi himself tt however, he'l avoid e ger if he's nt interested in her aft she confessed. wa, den i nid tk note of tis le lol~! heng, he dunno i admire him lol. xtuali, since we were on tis topic, i tot of askin him whether he's attached but i dun dare haiz :(

i oso asked wat swimmin style he noes. he said 'frog style and freestyle'. i tot he's a pro lk my bf lol. tho he dunno survivor skills, he saved someone fr his pool b4 at his msian hse. wa, he's so rich gt own swimmin pool at hm lol~! xtuali, i tot of askin him isit he saved a pretti ger? lol. wonder wat hap but nv asked la. i told him all local kids learn swimmin when in pri and sec schs lor. xtuali, i wan noe more abt him by askin him more qns but i scared he'l mind or wat... haiz.. when thr was silence, i kept tinkin hw 2 continue our conversation lol~! cos i was veri happi he chatted wif mi. it's miracle again lol~!

ltr, he left e office b4 mi. i saw him when i went up e stairs. he smiled at mi and said gdbye 2 mi hee.. i oredy gt try 2 go toilet fast lol cos tot of meetin him at e bus stop. but in e end, i din c him thr lor. wonder y...

thruout e conversation, he nv asked abt mi. haiz... sad :( dunno y i stil can accept him even he gossiped abt oth ppl lol. i was oso elated he gt look at mi when tokin 2 mi when he was standin up ;p i reli tink i tink 2 mch myself leh. cos he gt no special actions so far :(

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He seemed 2b veri happi when tokin 2 mi 2dae~! ; Touched by my bf yest~!

First of all, let me wish everyone who came to my blog a HAPPY 2010~! e new yr is here.. wonder wat it will bring mi... more happiness? more misery? i had spent my last dae of 2009 and 1st dae of 2010 wif my dear bf :) it's such a nice nice feelin. hope it will last...

yest mornin, he noticed my new permed colored hair. he asked 'u permed hair?' cos he caught mi by surprise and i was nt mentali prepared cos of him, i jz smiled and acknowledged softly. oh, oni he commented mk mi happi lol~! he no joined us 4 lunch. den aft lunch, i shared wif them a joke cos they saw mi laughin by myself lol~! i asked him whether our boss treated him on his bdae. den i told em tt our collic fr oth office emailed mi and asked mi e same qn. den he asked mi 2 tell her tt our boss was holdin a party 4 mi tis thurs wif mani collics. b4 tt he said i was innocent if i told her my boss did if he's reli doin it. he said tis cos he said ltr she'l go confront our boss. den i said 'ya hor? later she quit on e nx dae lol'. den they oso laughed lol.

dunno y when he knew my bdae's comin, he shouted my name so loudly. he seemed 2b excited abt it lol~! at 1st, i tot y he did it. but when he did that, i was too embarrassed 2 ask him y la. i oso forgot 2 ask him sing mi bdae song jokingly lol. til 2dae, he stil rem my comin bdae. wonder y. he reli noticed mi n rem my things alot uh? lol. yest, he oso gt notice mi when he walked my seat in office. 2dae, he even stood in frt of mi n bade gdbye 2 mi when it was time 4 mi 2 knock off le ;p he oso observed tt i alw tk bus hm. but i told him i smtms did walk home. 2 bad, 2dae he's not goin home str so i wont c him at bus stop. yest, i deliberately tk bus home fast cos wan avoid him abit. i saw him opp.

2dae is my 1st time gettin e durian from his dessert~! he offered 2 gif mi aft i commented that he wasted food lol. i tk it fr his bowl. he oso used his spoon 2 help mi put it in2 mine. den when i gt an attap seed fr him, he said i 'clever' lol~! but its he himself passed 2 mi lor lol~! he seemed 2b v happi when tokin 2 mi when we were at e mkt. i was oso happi 2 hv lunch wif em thr cos its e 1st tm they came here :) i'm oso glad we eatin fr e same stall lol~!

yest, my bf did a veri touchin thing cos of mi. he signed up a veri ex pkg 4 mi at e spa ctr. he said it's my bdae present~! i almost cried on e fone~! he's so gd 2 mi. wat did i do 2 deserve tis? mebe i oso abit guilty? i wan b wif him 4eva but i dunno when we r gettin hitched. den tis guy... i dunno.. mebe i tink 2 mch? but til nw, he stil treats mi lk tis and i happi abt it... haiz :( smtms, i wan 2 gt e ans fr both of em asap... haiz... 2dae, i heard he mention gf??

About him again... :X

he joked with mi agn. i was happi :) yest, he asked mi 2 sit on my collic's thigh when i asked where could i sit? cos there was no empty seats le. den he saw mi walk towards e direction mf tt collic's place and tot i reli wan go sit on his thigh! i  'scolded' him 'siao' lol~! he oso said i sure will eat e food while i wrapped up e buffet lol~! i feel like strangle him lol~! he's so bad lor lol~! 1 collic asked mi 2 chk out e menus of e catering buffet. our comp's organisin buffet nx Thurs yeah lol~! great~! i tot he had treated mi coldly lk last tm when i was stil new, aft i decided. so he nv chnged e way he treated mi.

2dae's my 1st tm chat wif him abit at e bus stop when i'm waitin bus 2 go hm. partli cos i wan c his reaction. i jus wan kpo tell him e Security uncle was nt in his office lol~! when he tok, he din look at mi in my eyes. dunno isit he's shy or insincere? i tink it's e former reason. but he seemed tok alot hee... he told mi usuali, they'l inform e Security when they r goin hm. if nt, e Security'll call em if cant find em. den i juz said 'ok'. i din tk e 1st bus tt came cos quite crowded. den when e 2nd bus came, he wan tk so he gestured whether i was takin e same bus. i smiled bk and nodded. den he joked 'ur followin mi?' i asked him 'where got?' den he went 2 e upper deck oredi. tho tis tm, he's nt standin bside mi. but i'm stil elated :)

dunno y i still feel e same b4 i wan gif him up :( mk mi confused agn :( i dun wan... cos tis few days, i'm bk 2 tink of my bf. i had a wonderful tm wif him durin xmas days! yest, i oso went 2 tk e flyer wif him lor. den he's so gd acc mi walk alot when my soles hurt so badly and tk e train 2 Marina Bay cos i dun wan stand in e train at Cityhall. dunno y i nw can rem vividly when he treated mi gd and am tinkin isit 2 late nw? :( haiz...

recently, heard tt he's plannin 2 buy hse here. he had jz converted 2 PR. wonder whr he'l b stayin. mebe wont b near mi le... wonder y he gt tis plan. isit cos of his parents or gf... he's reli so rich sia lol~!

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Just let nature take its course

yest, i went hm late so i din blog. xmas is tml. i tink i gona gif up on him cos he dun seem 2b interested in mi. he din join us 4 lunch tis 2 days. i oso dunno abt his personal stuff neither does he noe mine aniwae. w/o him i can blog on other stuff. i find that i enjoy bloggin. its fun tho no1 came 2 read yet. poor thing rite? i'm stil new here. smtms i tink i dun match him. i tink i jus let it b and kp our rship tis way. den whether 2 settle wif my bf.... i'm stil considerin cos nw i'm givin up on him... haiz. if he's nt interested, den i'm juz wastin tm and i dun wan put in more effort on him cos i stil dun understd him better and i've a bf. however, i'l stil b happi when he smiles at, looks at and tok 2 mi :)

2dae, we reli dun tok 2 mch 2 each oth. i greeted him and my collin in mornin. i heard tt he's meetin his parents durin lunch-time. i tot he's goin bk 4 gd le. but i saw his things stil in office aft my lunch. den he reli came bk le. s usual, he tot i haven eaten. den i told i came bk le. well, at least he cared abt mi 4 tis? lol. or mebe s collics oni lor lol. dun tink 2 mch. he went out wif sm female frenz aft work yest. no wonder he tk bus 2 e mrt stn. but i oso nv go n asked him y he tk it cos dun wan him tink i kpo. i felt abit sad cos he did go out wif gers. i wonder y he can treat em s frenz but nt mi :( mebe oso cos of tis, so i wan gif him up le lor.

i felt lonely and veri tired in office 2dae haiz :( dunno y i'm such a nice ger but no1 cares mch abt mi haiz... mebe its better 2 work wif gers. but i wan work wif those gd nice 1s lol~!

So happi 2dae :) Frequent eye contact will develop into love?

oh dear, i dunno hw 2 start... we din greet each other in e mornin. he seemed bz preparin his brkfast lol. i heard him mention tuna n apples. he went 2 his old drawer 2 tk a spoon. he commented my broli was big when he saw it. den i asked 'is it?' den he told me he was jus kiddin lol. so typical of him. he's so gd stil treats mi e same aft i sent him a msg in Fb ;p den he remarked tis thurs, we work 1/2 dae. a collic said i oredy knew. den i tink he said lk tt's gd cos he can dun c mi. den i asked him y he said so. shit, i cant catch wat he said or he jz kept quiet? den i said 'but nx mon, he'l stil c mi wat lol'. den he said 'too bad lol'.

he sat bhind my seat when we were on e way 4 lunch in our collic's car :) feel so gd... we nv sit near each other when dining tog. sth v funni happened. while he was eatin 1/2way, sth dropped in his plate agn lol~! its e bird's fault lol~! dunno he saw mi laugh at him agn anot lol~! y he was alw so 'heng'? lol~! he looked v comical lol~! if i sat near him, i sure mocked at him le lol~! i shd hv taken pic of tt lol~! he mk fun of mi when our collic commented on e way i walked :( when we were goin bk office, he sat in e middle bhind. dunno y he suddenli said it was my fault when i tink his seat bumped... :/ den i asked' oh reli? jz nw who was e 1 who ate alot lor? lol' den all laughed. den our collic said nx tm dun let mi c wat they ate le.' den i defended 'hey, it was him who started tis~! y u picked on mi?' den thr was laughter agn.

in e aftnoon, i tink he noticed mi more... oh, we made close eye contact. i can c his big eyes clearly -.- i dunno y it seemed like a coincidence. i tink we looked at each oth for a few seconds. den we felt paiseh... oh, it was like so close 2 him and we can kiss lol~! tis was e 1st time we look at each other so close and long. last tm when lunchin wif him and sat opp him, we oso din hold e stare 4 tis long... tho oni once, i oredy was veri satisfied n happi lol! when i was tokin on my hp, he heard and saw my unhappi look. tis was e 1st tm i spk hokkien in frt of him~! wonder wats his feelin...

2dae, i finali can c him at my bus stop snc he came bk fr US le lol~! so happi~! he was walkin bhind mi initially when i left office. i saw him on e overhead bridge when i was tokin 2 my mom on my hp. he smiled at and hastened mi lol~! he walked so fast, like in a hurry. he kp lookin out 4 e bus on e bridge. den i stil saw him at e bus stop lor hee... i pondered isit he wondered y i din go near him 2 wait 4 my bus lol. cos fr e look on his face. aiya, e stpd dustbin blocked my way, no choice. so i walked 2 e oth side. den my bus came. i tot he wont tk it so i waved gdbye at him.  den he told mi he's goin 2 tk mrt. oh, i'm happi he tk e same bus s mi lol cos tis was e 1st tm~! den he said byebye 2 mi when i was alightin. oh, he stood a dist fr mi n we din tok 2 each oth. but nvm, s long he's bside can le lol~! wonder whr's he goin lol.

He never accompanied mi 4 lunch alone 2dae haiz... :(

tis mornin, he started 2 tok 2 mi hee... i saw his happi smile lookin at his pc 1st dae in e mornin lol. he saw mi look so happi when enterin e office. so he asked mi y e new guy nv came and i felt so happi. i said 'aiya, u bluff mi 1 la lol'. den he said tt guy's comin in a few days. but i noe he stil joked wif mi la lol. he looked at mi mani x agn 2dae hee. i noe cos he gt turn his head c mi when i opened e door lol. mebe cos i wore nicenice 2dae ;p

he nv acc mi go lunch 2dae which puzzled mi alot. tho i was mentalli prep le. heng my fren was willing 2 do so. he reasoned he wan eat e curry rice at tt canteen. i kept tinkin alot cos i dun quite blive him leh. isit cos he's shy? he dun like 2 eat wif mi cos he dun lk bein alone wif mi? but at least he asked mi wan e cleaner 2 buy 4 mi? den he 4gt stil gt my fren 2 eat wif us. i jus asked my fren was he lk tt when workin wif her last tm? she said he gt eat wif her b4 leh :( i wonder y he treated mi differently haiz...

he had helped mi wif e tests agn b4 i went 4 lunch hee... so glad abt it lol. mebe cos our collic nt here so i gt chance 2 ask 4 his help more lol. den i realised he haven finished his lunch i tot he finished le so i asked him. but he stil so gd 2 mi hee... aft i asked him a few x le, he jokingly said dun wan help mi lol. den i said 'but thr's no1 thr le lol'. but he stil helped mi la lol. i dun dare sa jiao at him leh cos paiseh. mebe nx time? lol.

when it was time 2 go home, he asked mi abt nx thurs cos 1 uncle ask him. i said i dunno whether its cfmed n nt sure la. den he said i inefficient :( sad leh. being said bad things by some1 i admire lol. den i was tinkin if u like her, den go ask her cum bk lor :( den i asked him isit he wan eat nx thurs uh? he said no den said sth abt eatin biscuits? i cant reli hear tis cos his voice gt softer lol. den when i was steppin out of office, i asked he dun wan go home uh? tink he jus smiled or wat. den i was tinkin y he can ask mi but nt e oth way? :(

he nv replied my Fb msg leh. wonder will he ever reply tt. mebe he tinks its a silly qn lol. i hope he'l reply mi...

Lucky i never go and believe what he said lol~!

Waliao, 2dae, its true tt no new collic came~! he reli joked wif mi agn...... heng i din listen 2 him, go mkup or wat perm hair lol~! tis mornin when i arrived in office, he saw mi and asked 'y no mkup?' i answered ' if one's pretti, no nid mkup la lol~!' den i asked him when tt new collic's comin. he said 'soon'. well, i waited e whole dae. reli no 1 came. so heng i smart, din blive him lol~! or at least nt fully... but sianz oso cos nw no 1 bside mi :( he din join us 4 lunch. i kept hearin him tell e oth collic that he had sth on. tink its his family or parents comin here. i oso gt ask 4 his help regardin e tests cos i haven finished markin haiz... tink he's stil quite helpful hee... b4 he left e office earlier, he joked and told mi he dun wan eat wif mi. den i said ' dun wan dun wan lor lol~!' we din tok 2 each oth aft lunch but i can feel he look at mi smtms until go hm lol~! he oso nt in office v long :(

suddenli, i'm tinkin it may nt b a gd idea 4 him 2 sit opp mi leh. tho i can peek at him by lookin up e lights on e ceiling. there's reflection lol. but oni can c his hand la lol. i jz msged him in Fb. hope he wont b scared off when i asked tt... my fren said its ok :)

He changed sittin place... :(

tis mornin, when i reached office, i tot i wont c him 2dae and tis 5 days le cos i tot he's goin 4 course. i felt disappointed initially. den i heard my collic tell e Security that he will b comin in e aftnoon. he's on half-day leave.

finali, he came at 12+ pm. waliao, he wore so casual. 1st time c him wear long-sleeved shirt. i tink he abit looks like weari pjms 2 work lol. but he wears black agn lol. no1 was in e office when he came in so he asked mi tk lunch oredy. i answered 'haven. waitin 4 e oth collic'. he had asked e ah nei 2 buy lunch 4 him so he's lunchin in. aft lunch, i asked 4 his help when i was markin e tests. he joked wif mi lol~! when i asked e oth collic, he asked y i dun ask him le. den i said cos tis collic's more reliable lol. xtuali, its cos oni he's in e ofc besides 1 uncle mah lol.

when its near knockin-off time, i tot y he was so weird. he was cleanin up his table, shiftin e desktop in front of mi 2 his table, clearin his junk etc.. i felt he look at mi agn when he was in frt of mi hee... but i tried nt 2 look bk at him lol~! den my collic asked mi 2 print e new phone ext list. i printed 4 every1. he was unsatisfied and asked y i din laminate and small. i said cos tt collic said can dun nid 2 laminate lol. but aft e Security ah nei requested, i redid e printout and laminated lor. den when i passed it 2 him, he commented abt e size or edge. shit, i've forgotten he commented on which 1 ~! i said he's fussy. if he's nt happi, den he did it himself lol~! den he was quiet and smiled.

he told mi tml there's a new guy comin and is a handsome guy lol~! i dun quite blive him lol~! he asked mi 2 dress up tml and go salon perm hair aft work... alamak, i'm tinkin he's reli nt interested in mi leh. pushed mi 2 oth ppl :( i asked him wat if he's trickin mi agn lk last tm abt wat he said abt e oth collic? den he laughed... i asked 'is he chinese? wat name?' he said looks lk tom cruise if angmo lol~! i said i oni wan chinese guys lol!~ well, lets c whether he's sayin e truth anot tml lol.

haiz... i tink he's shiftin his place cos of tt 'magnetic' box :( i wonder will he miss mi lol.

Happi :)

2dae, he seemed 2 notice mi alot. he knew tis mornin i got trainin. when i walked in and out of e office, he kept commentin hee... he asked y i kept goin in office? lol. den he seemed 2 smile at mi alot when i went in lol. mk mi happi 2 c him smile lol. i gt ans him y lor. i sat bside him durin lunch 2dae. it's been so long nv sit bside him so close le. xtuali yest oso can sit closer but i paiseh la. mebe he dun mind? lol.

den when i was tokin 2 a ger and lendin her my mag, he looked at us. so i asked him whether he wan read anot? i can lend him. but he refused. when i was finishin my almond milk, i tink he's tinkin of mi cos i sneezed a few x. den i asked isit him? he's silent... feel abit weird.. 1 collic asked mi 2 buy his bullet pointer's batteries. den e oth collic mentioned that in 1 country, e bullet pointer can cause fire and burnt someone~! den i said wow, like that i can point it 2 my enemy! den he said he'll point at mi lol~! den i feel like askin him he hates mi so much uh?

jz nw, i had asked tis ger whether he had asked her 2 eat e chocolates, she said nv. but i tink y he's so funni. he mentioned her smtms but y nv reli tok 2 her... i saw him buy mag 2dae at e petrol kiosk n read it in e office i tink. but i dunno wat mag isit. he 2dae seemed so free lol.

nx mon n tues, i gt trainin... cant c him leh...

Die.... keep thinkin of him.... :X

2dae, i kp tinkin of him tho he's sittin beside mi most of e time. mebe cos my fren had supported mi haiz...

tis mornin,  he cfmed wif mi when boss is comin bk fr leave. i answered 'tml lor'. den he asked mi y he din tk until tml. i asked him ask boss lor. but he looked serious cos he nv laughed. i tink 2dae he's bz wif work. we nv tok 2 each oth durin lunch. heard him chat wif another collic more but nvm. tink they r gd frenz lor. heard him tell him he cant finish his food in US cos e portion quite big. den i was wonderin whether i can finish anot lol. i tot he gona mention my name agn lol. oh ya, he reli gt mention my name cos he's tokin abt e funni part yest lol. den ltr when i'm chattin wif tt collic abt tml's test, he oso joined in e conversation and laughed 2 my jokes hee...

when it's time 2 go home soon, he dozed off... oh, i heard his snore lol~! long tm nv heard it since he went 2 US lol~! remind mi of my bf and when he yawned. dunno y lol. poor thing, he's so tired lol~! xtuali when i saw him slp, i tot he's leanin on tt box and i wan lol lol~! but he din. den aft he woke up fr his snore, he went 2 gt chnged lol. i tink he realised he's malu lol. when he's packin up, he asked mi 'dun wan go hm uh? so gd 2 stay uh? lol' i said ' i cant leh cos nid 2 scan pass :( unlike them. i gt restriction'. den he quickly left le. i was lucky 2 c him at e bus stop when i was stil takin my own sweet tm on e opp side lol. oh, he din tk bus hm. tink he go out lor. but he's in workout gear leh...

nw cum 2 tink of it, he oso gt mention oth gals' name in his conversation leh... haiz... :( more n more no chance. but i gt tink of askin him whether he's attached anot leh. or ask his fren... haiz...

He's back~! Yeah, he still treats me e same :)

He had come bk 2 work 2dae. greeted him tis mornin. den sent him bk his work file. he said tks 2 mi. so happi 2 c his smile earli in e mornin lol~! he told mi i can eat e Hershey chocolates he bought fr US but he din put em in fridge. i said 'ok, later'. ooooo... til nw, he stil rem i pref 2 eat cold chilled chocolates ;p so happi lol~! 2dae, he wore black shirt. tink tis my 1st tm c him wear tis color lol~! wow he's so suave! den tis mornin can smell his cologne. wonder isit his gf bought 4 him... cos last tm he nv wears cologne 2 work. at least snc i work thr. or cos he nv bathe? but impossible la lol~!

when we were on e way 4 lunch, he started 2 mention mi hee... he jokingly asked mi 2 go n tell 1 lady nt 2 wear shorts! cos her legs nt slim... i asked him wat if she slapped mi? he said den they'l protect mi! is he hintin he'l protect mi? i oni wan him protect mi leh lol~! i noticed e hair on his chin grew longer. seem lk he din shave in US lol. nt nice leh keke. when our collic went 2 buy juices, he said they saw HK's Maria's daughter at e KL airport. his mom kp askin isit reli her? lol. den when we were on e way bk 2 office, he asked whether i striked Toto tt time anot. i said 'no, tio jiak lol'. wow, he stil rem i bought lol~! wow, i can say his memory's v gd lol~!

bk in e office, i gt e chance 2 chat wif him abit aft i went 2 tk sm more of his chocolates fr e cupboard top. he saw mi eat 1. i told him e peanut butter's so thick. den he joked ok, den he'l go and tell e factory. den i asked he gt their no meh? lol~! next, i asked whether he bought them fr a supermkt. he said no, they were from an exclusive shop. i tink he said 1 pkt costs US$14. i asked him whether he went 2 watch movies lk New Moon. he said he din watch tis but he went 2 watch Ninja Assassin which stars Rain lol. cos he can watch mani movies on e plane. he oso nid slp on plane else'l jet lag. i asked isit more ex 2 watch movie in US? he said oni US$7-8. oh ya, he mentioned when asians use student cards, e cinema nv chk 1. i oso asked den he stil has sm more chocolates at hm? he said his lugguage stil gt 1 pkt. he said xtuali, he oso dunno wat 2 buy 4 us, cant possibly bought steak rite? lol. he continued 2 say he gt ask another collic wat 2 help him buy. he said e jeans in US r cheap. i 4gt he said hw mch le. he said he oni bought 1 pair himself cos in Sg, its hot so he v seldom wear jeans 2 work. k i noe him abit more lol~! den i dunno wat 2 say le lor. but i happi stil can chat wif him so mch lol.

aft tt, gt 1 funni collic came up 2 chitchat. we gt smile 2 each other at 1 point when hearin tis collic tok lol~! den e oth collic told him abt his seat lol~! tis whr e funni part starts! cos i tot he wont tell him le. i've been anticipatin tis part cos i wan c his reaction lol. i'm rite! he reli'l laugh lor lol~! he said no wonder he gt sick easily n more stpd lol~! tis collic even showed him e paper n asked him 2 read lol~! den i oso joined in e conversation n laughed lor lol. i stood abit closer 2 him when he's takin e device 2 measure e box magnetivity hee...

i tot 2dae i'l gt 2 c him at bus stop when i'm waitin 4 bus. but i nv. mebe he went smwhr else so nv tk bus at my bus stop. no wonder, he wore cologne and jeans and knocked off on e dot. mebe went datin? haiz...

oh my gd impression of him deepens cos he's generous. i tot 4 his dialect he's nt. but mebe cos nid b kind 2 e collics? or mebe he's reli sincere n gd guy... :) i'm v happi he stil treats mi e same aft he's bk fr US and aft i added him in Fb. i treasure it lol~!