Sonia's growin teeth!!

one Friday, Sonia was down with fever. i was worried and so i took Childcare Leave. no wonder she kept turning in e middle of e nite. when i carried her at 2+ am, she was not ok. her body was hot. so i measured her temp. it was 36.8 degree Celcius. den, it raised to 37.5 degree Celcius at 4+ am. aft feedin her at 5+ am, i went out to buy e fever patch for children cos she kept movin and made her wet hankie drop. fortunately, a shop is open and sellin it. i quickly read the instructions while i was in e lift. aft reachin hm, i put one patch on Sonia's forehead.

i waited till 7am to inform Auntie Janet tt i wun bring Sonia to her house le cos she was sick. i had given Sonia e med 2x from e polyclinic but it was not effective. so i decided 2 bring her 2 c doc le. luckily, it was not long queue. e doc was gd and praised Sonia tt she was obedient. he measured her temp and asked whether she got cough and flu. he said Sonia had fever was cos of virus not cos change of milk formula. Sonia is now 8.6 kg. he advised me not 2 bathe her and juz sponge her. he said its normal for babies 2b sick when they are 6 months onwards as they are building their immunity. he oso said if her temp shot to 38 degree Celcius den nid 2 bring her to KKH le. he said we can gif her drink honey water or glucose when she had fever. in additional, he told us not to on the fan so tt she will sweat n recover. he prescribed fever and flu med for Sonia. this fever med seemed to be stronger than e one from e polyclinic as it required fewer mls to give to my baby.

in e evening, Sonia's temp was 36.9 degree Celcius but her body was stil abit hot. my hubby said we went back his house so we can take care of her tog. thus i oso brought back e ling yang water tt my dad bought from e herbs shop. when Sonia was at my hubby's house, we gave her the new med before she slept. her temperture did become lower.

after a few days, Sonia was not completely well though her fever had subsided over e wkends. she got abit of running nose. she oso accidentally fell down from bed at my hubby's house. den her fever came back :( and continued takin her med. one week ltr, i noticed tt she was growin 2 lower teeth on her gums cos it felt sharp and hard. there were oso small white parts. i asked Auntie and she agreed. i was v excited and happi as she was oni 6+ mths old & developin so fast ;p no wonder she lk 2 bite things oredy lol.

My DEAREST Sonia!! (6+ months old)

A big mistake~! I must not do it ever again~!

2dae, i was in a bad mood and blue whole dae cos yest i had made my bf veri unhappi. i broke my promise 2 him cos i trusted a fren and told him something which my bf wont allow mi 2 tell anyone. i admitted my mistake 2 my bf cos i felt guilty and i tot i must b honest 2 him. initally, i told him i will tell him wat isit 2dae but he could nt wait last nite and called mi while i was on bed. i knew tis meant tt our rship meant alot 2 him. he was silent on e fone and fr his tone i could tell he was seriously angry wif mi. i had learnt e severity of my wrongdoin and told myself i must nt repeat it cos he had warned mi. he said i shd nt do it even if i trust e oth party.

i dun wan 2 lose him cos of oth ppl. he's veri impt 2 mi. therefore, i decide 2 post tis here 2 remind myself. i was glad and relieved tt he forgave mi. i knew it was nt anything i did tt made him forgive mi. i knew it was cos of his luv 4 mi. i was sure. so nw i want 2 win bk his trust 4 mi cos i'm nt sure whether he stil trusted mi as mch as b4. i can understd if it was affected. i wont blame him. e tot of him buyin Ferrero Rondnoir 4 mi made mi more sad... :( cos i was so bad 2 him but he alw is so gd 2 mi~!

just nw, i apologised 2 him but he did nt c my tears... its ok. i was happi 2 c him cos i did nt attend any briefings 2dae cos of him. i hope i can b a gd gf fr nw onwards. i hope i can control my emo-ness and temper. else i will try nt 2 mk him unhappi more agn. i love him <3.

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So long no update my blog cos been bz... mebe oso nt much inspiration... got family prob :( oso haven counted my angbao $ yet. aniwae, he stil treats mi e same.. fren said mebe he treats mi as a sister lor.. dunno la heck care of it lol~!

i was tinkin of startin a small beauty forum here... any female supporters? hee... cos i haven continued readin my beauty book so tot of tis. haven continued cos bz lor.... den haven posted new blog abt it haiz... if tis is successful den i will mk it often

had saw this brand Shills at Sasa Bugis yest, omg! i was surprised! cos i tot it oni exists in Taiwan lol! anyway, please click on e link under 'online shoppin' on e rite of my blog cos there are updates of new products ;p

Let mi start wif tis 1st beauty question. hope 2 get mani comments here sia :)

Qn: Any recommendations for BB cream? Currently, i'm using Maybelline BB cream but i found that it is unsuitable for my skin cos in e beginnin, it drys my skin. eventually, it does not control my oil production on my cheeks. so now, i dunno want 2 buy which brand.

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He's attached now! All hopes are shattered lol!

OMG!! I jus saw in Facebook that he's in a relationship nw! oh i din expect it cos it seems so fast and reli unexpected 4 mi. but nvm, i guess it's all fated. fated i cant marry rich man lol! aniwae, congrats 2 him! i tot i wan write a new post abt him wantin 2 cut dragonfruit 4 mi. lk so gd 2 mi lol. nvm if stil can b frenz oso gd. i sad anot??? well, mebe abit but its ok cos my bf treated mi v gd mah. sm more he's been by my side all tis while when sth hap in my hse haiz...

well, it's all clear now! i'm not his type. so i dun go 'xiao xiu' him le lol. wonder who's e lucky ger... e stpd horoscope predictions every yr nt accurate 1 lol. mk mi at 1st stil go n vexed tis n tt.................. heng i stil luv my bf. i'l stil kp tis blog but mebe dun write abt him le la. else wasted my post. hope he dun flirt wif mi le leh lol. heng i no go and ask him out or wat. else i'l b so embarrassed lol! now, 1 more person's attached in office lol. i tink nw, i'm nt so unhappi abt him lyin 2 mi le. cos its reli nt impt nw.

i wish him all e best 2 his new rs lol!!

1st time he approached and chatted with me at bus stop lol!

On fri, i abit purposeli din tk ani bus tt arrived cos i wanted 2 c whether can mit him at bus stop anot. den ya, i reli saw him comin. he's smilin at mi. den he approached mi n we started 2 chat. he stil rem e white pants joke n told mi he and 1 collic go 2 gym tog. den i asked him whether they hold hands lol. he said nt yet. he siao la lol. den he oso wears white bottom and has purple shirts lol.

he asked mi whr i was goin. i told him i was goin 2 gym. he gave mi a 'i dun blive it' look lol. i explained tt it was my bdae treat la. he asked which gym i was goin. den he said he nv heard it b4. i 4gt ask him which gym they usuali go. we were takin dff bus. tho i oso can tk e bus he tk but nvm.

i still unhappi wif him tis few days :( but he dunno abt it. he stil treats mi e same. my fren jus reminded mi that i noe who i lk nw n muz consider my bf's feelin. so i tink i will let tis matter rest and slowli 4gt abt it. i was tinkin my bf's better cos he wont anihw go out wif ani ger alone!

lastly, i wish everyone who reads my blog a Happi CNY and Happi Valentine's Day~! i'm not goin out wif my bf on Vdae but we r goin spa nx wk cos of e Vdae pkg hee!

1st time sms him~!

tis mornin, he mk fun of mi by greetin mi 'gd mornin' and said i no greeted him. but i saw him chattin happily on his hp lk wif gf. i shd hv let him noe my tinkin den c wats his reponse haiz. instead, i purposeli greeted him bk 'gd aftnoon' lol~! he looked quite bz in e mornin... he's oso veri gd and concerned 2 ask whether i was starvin cos we haven gone 4 lunch around 1 pm lol~! so touched.. den he oso asked mi 2 dl games in my Iphone cos he saw mi bored. snc he mentioned tis, i asked him wats e game my collic play. e 1 i enjoy. so, he told mi :)

b4 i went hm i smsed him. its my 1st tm~! and mebe oso my last tm cos i felt so weird and scared he wont lk it or suspect anithing lor haiz.. prior 2 smsin him, my heart beat faster cos i was nervous~! i  oso hesitated. i had asked my fren 4 opinion but she nv replied so i jus did it 2 test him lor... xtuali, i saw it was rainin heavily outside office so i tot he haven returned cos he was stuck somewhr. den ltr did i noe he was on 1/2 dae leave. i dunno cos he nv heard i ask him b4 he left office and 1 collic gt ask him whether wan go gif him a lift aft his medical appt. i tot he meant 2 drv him bk 2 office mah. den he oso chnged in2 hm clothes 4 his appt.

he dunno it was mi so i identified myself 2 him. mebe tml if he mentioned, i'l asked whether he was shocked anot lol. his rly was normal oni. abit diff fr e way he replied in Facebook. cos i saw tt his rly abit cold so i jz excused myself and said i did it out of boredom lol. but its oso true la cos office was so quiet again 2dae... haiz.. even when my fren came. i oso felt embarrassed 2 disturb him :X i was oso amused by his funni post in Facebook lol~! so he oso likes 2 eat KFC, which is same s my bf?

i wonder hw he'l treat mi tml. but tml i tink his mouth'l stil pain or numb lor.. poor thing... i hope he stil'l b nice 2 mi else hope it wont b 2 bad lor. but i've no confidence he gt interest in mi la. i tot mebe he'l rly sm funni thing bk lk 'u miz mi uh?' but he nv... mebe nvm cos tml i'l noe e truth. haiz... i felt disappointed wif his rly :(

Just let nature take its course

yest, i went hm late so i din blog. xmas is tml. i tink i gona gif up on him cos he dun seem 2b interested in mi. he din join us 4 lunch tis 2 days. i oso dunno abt his personal stuff neither does he noe mine aniwae. w/o him i can blog on other stuff. i find that i enjoy bloggin. its fun tho no1 came 2 read yet. poor thing rite? i'm stil new here. smtms i tink i dun match him. i tink i jus let it b and kp our rship tis way. den whether 2 settle wif my bf.... i'm stil considerin cos nw i'm givin up on him... haiz. if he's nt interested, den i'm juz wastin tm and i dun wan put in more effort on him cos i stil dun understd him better and i've a bf. however, i'l stil b happi when he smiles at, looks at and tok 2 mi :)

2dae, we reli dun tok 2 mch 2 each oth. i greeted him and my collin in mornin. i heard tt he's meetin his parents durin lunch-time. i tot he's goin bk 4 gd le. but i saw his things stil in office aft my lunch. den he reli came bk le. s usual, he tot i haven eaten. den i told i came bk le. well, at least he cared abt mi 4 tis? lol. or mebe s collics oni lor lol. dun tink 2 mch. he went out wif sm female frenz aft work yest. no wonder he tk bus 2 e mrt stn. but i oso nv go n asked him y he tk it cos dun wan him tink i kpo. i felt abit sad cos he did go out wif gers. i wonder y he can treat em s frenz but nt mi :( mebe oso cos of tis, so i wan gif him up le lor.

i felt lonely and veri tired in office 2dae haiz :( dunno y i'm such a nice ger but no1 cares mch abt mi haiz... mebe its better 2 work wif gers. but i wan work wif those gd nice 1s lol~!

He never accompanied mi 4 lunch alone 2dae haiz... :(

tis mornin, he started 2 tok 2 mi hee... i saw his happi smile lookin at his pc 1st dae in e mornin lol. he saw mi look so happi when enterin e office. so he asked mi y e new guy nv came and i felt so happi. i said 'aiya, u bluff mi 1 la lol'. den he said tt guy's comin in a few days. but i noe he stil joked wif mi la lol. he looked at mi mani x agn 2dae hee. i noe cos he gt turn his head c mi when i opened e door lol. mebe cos i wore nicenice 2dae ;p

he nv acc mi go lunch 2dae which puzzled mi alot. tho i was mentalli prep le. heng my fren was willing 2 do so. he reasoned he wan eat e curry rice at tt canteen. i kept tinkin alot cos i dun quite blive him leh. isit cos he's shy? he dun like 2 eat wif mi cos he dun lk bein alone wif mi? but at least he asked mi wan e cleaner 2 buy 4 mi? den he 4gt stil gt my fren 2 eat wif us. i jus asked my fren was he lk tt when workin wif her last tm? she said he gt eat wif her b4 leh :( i wonder y he treated mi differently haiz...

he had helped mi wif e tests agn b4 i went 4 lunch hee... so glad abt it lol. mebe cos our collic nt here so i gt chance 2 ask 4 his help more lol. den i realised he haven finished his lunch i tot he finished le so i asked him. but he stil so gd 2 mi hee... aft i asked him a few x le, he jokingly said dun wan help mi lol. den i said 'but thr's no1 thr le lol'. but he stil helped mi la lol. i dun dare sa jiao at him leh cos paiseh. mebe nx time? lol.

when it was time 2 go home, he asked mi abt nx thurs cos 1 uncle ask him. i said i dunno whether its cfmed n nt sure la. den he said i inefficient :( sad leh. being said bad things by some1 i admire lol. den i was tinkin if u like her, den go ask her cum bk lor :( den i asked him isit he wan eat nx thurs uh? he said no den said sth abt eatin biscuits? i cant reli hear tis cos his voice gt softer lol. den when i was steppin out of office, i asked he dun wan go home uh? tink he jus smiled or wat. den i was tinkin y he can ask mi but nt e oth way? :(

he nv replied my Fb msg leh. wonder will he ever reply tt. mebe he tinks its a silly qn lol. i hope he'l reply mi...

He changed sittin place... :(

tis mornin, when i reached office, i tot i wont c him 2dae and tis 5 days le cos i tot he's goin 4 course. i felt disappointed initially. den i heard my collic tell e Security that he will b comin in e aftnoon. he's on half-day leave.

finali, he came at 12+ pm. waliao, he wore so casual. 1st time c him wear long-sleeved shirt. i tink he abit looks like weari pjms 2 work lol. but he wears black agn lol. no1 was in e office when he came in so he asked mi tk lunch oredy. i answered 'haven. waitin 4 e oth collic'. he had asked e ah nei 2 buy lunch 4 him so he's lunchin in. aft lunch, i asked 4 his help when i was markin e tests. he joked wif mi lol~! when i asked e oth collic, he asked y i dun ask him le. den i said cos tis collic's more reliable lol. xtuali, its cos oni he's in e ofc besides 1 uncle mah lol.

when its near knockin-off time, i tot y he was so weird. he was cleanin up his table, shiftin e desktop in front of mi 2 his table, clearin his junk etc.. i felt he look at mi agn when he was in frt of mi hee... but i tried nt 2 look bk at him lol~! den my collic asked mi 2 print e new phone ext list. i printed 4 every1. he was unsatisfied and asked y i din laminate and small. i said cos tt collic said can dun nid 2 laminate lol. but aft e Security ah nei requested, i redid e printout and laminated lor. den when i passed it 2 him, he commented abt e size or edge. shit, i've forgotten he commented on which 1 ~! i said he's fussy. if he's nt happi, den he did it himself lol~! den he was quiet and smiled.

he told mi tml there's a new guy comin and is a handsome guy lol~! i dun quite blive him lol~! he asked mi 2 dress up tml and go salon perm hair aft work... alamak, i'm tinkin he's reli nt interested in mi leh. pushed mi 2 oth ppl :( i asked him wat if he's trickin mi agn lk last tm abt wat he said abt e oth collic? den he laughed... i asked 'is he chinese? wat name?' he said looks lk tom cruise if angmo lol~! i said i oni wan chinese guys lol!~ well, lets c whether he's sayin e truth anot tml lol.

haiz... i tink he's shiftin his place cos of tt 'magnetic' box :( i wonder will he miss mi lol.

Sad :'(

2dae, i feel so moody... :(

tis mornin, i oni got 2 c him in e mornin... he looked tired. i noe he did look at mi. but we nv greet each oth 'gd mornin'... den aft 9AM, he's nowhere in sight oredy. i tot he's in e oth office. den ltr, i realised he had gone trainin. no wonder...

i feel moody n sad not cos of him. its cos of my bf. last nite, he said he'l b happier if i can attract guys. tis makes mi feel he's not worried that i will runaway if there's a better guy chasin me. so wat abt havin trust n confidence in mi? did he tk mi 4 granted? well... 2 mi, as long we r nt married, anythng can hap. even if i trust him, i wont trust oth gers.

jz nw, smsed him. he oni replied aft gt hm cos his hp batt dead. den he nv rly agn.. i guess muz b cos he's chargin his hp in his parents' room so no rly mi. but i oredy told him i sad, he shd pay attn 2 mi rite? mebe go chk his hp once awhile whether i smsed him anot. he's alw lk tt, nv b thr when i'm down :(