Felt so happi~! Does this mean he has no gf?

yeah, 2dae he treated mi e same~! i nv expected it. tis mornin, he seemed concerned abt mi and asked isit i went hm late yest. i said no, i knocked off at normal tm. den he no commented. in e aftnoon, i was happier cos he even called mi on my Iphone and asked mi go over 2 mit em 2 go lunch tog~! aft i hanged up, he recalled mi. i hanged up cos i tot i accidentali called him lol~! den scared i malu lol.

aft lunch, i asked him 2 help mi wif my work cos he's e 1st 2 cum in lol. but he was quite bad 2 sabo mi... :( he asked whether i was happi 2 go over 2 another office nx wk cos there r mani handsome guys thr lol. i said if wat he said's true, den of cos lol. but xtuali, i stil pref my current office.partli cos of him la lol. when i offered a collic chocolates, he asked mi why i nv offered him, so biased lol~! i nv told him its cos tis guy treated mi gd mah, lk frenz lol. he was jealous uh? lol. den he opened a new pack of chocolates. i was excited and went near him so as 2 gt 1 for myself lol. so i opened up my palm and dunno y he pretended want 2 hit mi lol. oooo, he wan touch mi bk uh? lol. say la lol. ltr, i joked and asked him y he nv tk 4 mi. i tink he asked mi y i wan eat so mch. den i answered him tt i wan b lk 1 collic lol. den he oso laughed lol. he asked whether i installed ani games. i asked bk if i did, will they play wif mi? he said 'of cos' lol. i asked whether he can bluetooth mi e games but he no responsed :(

xtuali, tot i wan ask wats his feelin when i smsed him yest. but i was shy lol. i dunno he noe hw i feel abt him anot. is my test considered successful? mebe i achieved my aim? lol. my cousin said if he's sensitive and smart enuf, he will noe. haiz... mebe tis was another gd start? i did feel abit guilty cos it seemed i was doin sth bad bhind my bf's bk keke...

i tink e rest depend on him oredy cos i oredy tk mani initiatives lol. nw even dun hv his msn's gd enuf. mebe i feel its nt gd that Vdae's comin cos things might chng... :( does he mk mi like him more??? haiz... mebe tis e 1st and last tm i smsed him tis kinda thing la. cos 2 often's nt gd cos i gt bf.

1st time sms him~!

tis mornin, he mk fun of mi by greetin mi 'gd mornin' and said i no greeted him. but i saw him chattin happily on his hp lk wif gf. i shd hv let him noe my tinkin den c wats his reponse haiz. instead, i purposeli greeted him bk 'gd aftnoon' lol~! he looked quite bz in e mornin... he's oso veri gd and concerned 2 ask whether i was starvin cos we haven gone 4 lunch around 1 pm lol~! so touched.. den he oso asked mi 2 dl games in my Iphone cos he saw mi bored. snc he mentioned tis, i asked him wats e game my collic play. e 1 i enjoy. so, he told mi :)

b4 i went hm i smsed him. its my 1st tm~! and mebe oso my last tm cos i felt so weird and scared he wont lk it or suspect anithing lor haiz.. prior 2 smsin him, my heart beat faster cos i was nervous~! i  oso hesitated. i had asked my fren 4 opinion but she nv replied so i jus did it 2 test him lor... xtuali, i saw it was rainin heavily outside office so i tot he haven returned cos he was stuck somewhr. den ltr did i noe he was on 1/2 dae leave. i dunno cos he nv heard i ask him b4 he left office and 1 collic gt ask him whether wan go gif him a lift aft his medical appt. i tot he meant 2 drv him bk 2 office mah. den he oso chnged in2 hm clothes 4 his appt.

he dunno it was mi so i identified myself 2 him. mebe tml if he mentioned, i'l asked whether he was shocked anot lol. his rly was normal oni. abit diff fr e way he replied in Facebook. cos i saw tt his rly abit cold so i jz excused myself and said i did it out of boredom lol. but its oso true la cos office was so quiet again 2dae... haiz.. even when my fren came. i oso felt embarrassed 2 disturb him :X i was oso amused by his funni post in Facebook lol~! so he oso likes 2 eat KFC, which is same s my bf?

i wonder hw he'l treat mi tml. but tml i tink his mouth'l stil pain or numb lor.. poor thing... i hope he stil'l b nice 2 mi else hope it wont b 2 bad lor. but i've no confidence he gt interest in mi la. i tot mebe he'l rly sm funni thing bk lk 'u miz mi uh?' but he nv... mebe nvm cos tml i'l noe e truth. haiz... i felt disappointed wif his rly :(

1st time close physical contact with him~!

tis mornin, he asked y i looked so happi when i greeted him. i juz smiled bk.... in e aftnoon, b4 we went 4 lunch, we all were in e Security Room. he was playin game in his Iphone wif 1 collic. i was standin bside him n watched him play e 'aeroplane' game. i asked him 'tis game's fun meh? i dunno hw 2 appreciate it la lol.' he won e game. he's a pro? lol. den tt collic snapped a pic of mi out of my willingness :( he oso wanna tk pic of mi den i pushed his hands away. his hands so soft.. softer den my bf's lol. he's siao leh lol. he pretended uh? wan my pic say la lol. heng he reli din tk. hope he dun gt it la cos i'm nt photogenic mah lol. we went 2 e nearby canteen 4 lunch. they started 2 tok aft finished eatin. dunno y he seemed 2 wan 2 mk mi laugh. cos when he was jokin he looked at mi 2 c my reaction. last tm he's nt lk tt 1 lor...

dunno y 2dae he's lookin at mi more den usual. gt once, i purposeli looked at him when he looked at mi, he din say anithing and juz smiled and looked bk at his pc monitor. 2dae, i met him at e bus stop when i gg hm hee.. so happi cos so long nv c him thr le cos he din cum 2 work lol.

he's so weird 2dae... wonder hw he felt when i touched him cos its my 1st tm lol. bobian leh... he 'forced' mi 2 touch him else ltr he reli tk pic of mi hw? lol.

Does he miss me too?

yeah, 2dae he finali came bk 2 work le cos he's been nt workin snc last wed cos he went 2 extract his wisdom tooth. but i did comment on his wall in Facebook lor. i felt veri happi since tis mornin cos he asked hw was i. so mani days nv c mi le lol. does tis imply he miss mi? lol. 2 bad i cant ask isit he misses mi lol. cos our collics were ard. i answered him tt i was v gd lol~! cos cant say i miss him or i sian w/o him mah lol. but i oni miss him last fri cos usuali he'l chat wif mi more on fri lol. he oso gave mi a playful look when i dun answer immediately lol. tink he's siao la lol. den i asked abt his tooth, whether isit stil bleedin and does he nid ani blood donors? lol. den he asked wats my blood grp, so his is 'O'. he can sv every1 but not every1 can sv him lol. he gt look at me so i asked wat he's lookin at. he asked 'cannot look at u meh?' den i said but i ugly leh lol. den dunno wat he said... dunno y he din join us 4 lunch :( den b4 i knocked off, he suddenli asked mi whether i saw his car downstairs. so i asked him which belongs 2 him. but so stpd dunno who called his hp den we jus ended here :(

My birthday~!!! ;p

2dae, i wan share my birthday wishes from my dear frenz and cousins on Facebook yest with everyone who read my blog here hee... i'm oso glad tt he did wish mi here hee.. xtuali, i wan put my Facebook pg here but cos it cant enlarge after clickin and i dunno hw 2 rectify tis prob so i chng 2 type all out lor haiz... :(

1. My bf - Happy Birthday
2. Erry Dagama 森蘭丸 - Happy b'day, wish u all the best. =)
3. Karina Wong - Happy bday selina!!!
4. Low Kai Tat - Happy Birthday Jie Jie! =D
5. Awyn Senian - hepi birthday, sweetie! :)
6. Shu Mei - Happy bday Selina!!!Enjoy ur day:)
7. Carolyn Tay - happy birthday, dearest b!!!
8. Nicholas Chung - Happy birthday to you!
9. Kai Sen - Happy Birthday ! :)
10. Alvin Wong - Happy birthday Selina
11. Seow Xian Kai - oh today your bday hor!!! happy birthday to u too!!!!
12. Alvin Liaw Kian Siong - HEYYY SELINA! :) happy bday yaa~ may all of ur wishes come true! ^^
13. Ambar Castro - happy b-day !!!!!!!!!!!!! take care
14. Cywai Wai Liew - happy birthday selina~~ wish u all the best!! lolzz
15. Frengky Wong - happy birthday selina,, wish you all the best.. GBU^^
16. Michelle Ch - Happy birthday, girl.. Enjoy your special day ok.. =).. All the best!
17. Ryion Yudhi - Step by step the journey goes on, Little by little it may seem so long. Forget about ur past,u can't change it, Forget about ur future,u cant predict it. Just think about present,u can handle it. Enjoy presents every moment be happy HAPPY BIRTHDAY Selina Jie
18. Abby Tay Sze Lee - happy birthday!! :)
19. Shan Tay - happy birthday cousin (: enjoy ur day ya!
20. Vinz Nomiya - Heyy there, Selina!...Happy Birthday! =) 
21. Koh Huiling - Happy bday dear! No wonder you're on leave! Enjoy...... and dont miss me. Haha!

i was at JB e whole dae wif my bf ~! hee... so happican spend so mch time with him 2dae :) den no nid 2 work lol. jz shop, eat and watch movie lol~!

had bought tis pair of shoes:

Nice? Lol~!

had watched tis movie:

xtuali i wan tk pix of e clothes i bought but all were wrapped up and made mi dun bear 2 open haiz... so 2 bad i cant share wif u guys lor lol. aniwae i bought 2 blouses and 1 dress hee... yest, i din spend alot myself la lol.

i felt sad when time passed so fast and it was time 4 us 2 go home.. how wish we were stayin in same hse lol~! i was veri happi cos my bf had paid 4 e tix and food :) he was so gd 2 tk leave wif mi and celebrated my bdae :)))

He took e initiative 2 chat with me 2dae :))))

yest, aft lunch, oni mi and him wld b in office oredy cos most of em r nt ard. he asked whr i went 4 lunch. i told him we went 2 e mac opp e lib. den, my fren came bk fr toilet and we chatted cos he's nowhr in sight again. its gd cos our topic was abt mi and my bf... haiz...

aft my fren left, he came bk. but its oredy quite late lor. oni left abt 1.5 hrs den can go home le. we started 2 tok abt my fren. he asked mi wat i tink of her. he and e others tink tt she lk 2 get attention and she tok w/o tinkin. but i told him i dun tink so cos smtms she dun even care wat they tink of her lor. i asked him y he was tellin mi tis. isit cos ltr they scared i bcum lk her uh? den they dun lk mi le uh? he said 'ya lor'. den i said 'den u look down on mi le lol. mi and her hv diff character lor'. he joked tt cos he's lk auntie and nw oso nth 2 do so gossip lor lol~! he even said whoever sees him likes him. so thick-skinned lol~! but i noe he's juz jokin la lol~!

den i told him abt wat i tink of my fren in e beginnin. he commented 'tt's interestin.' he told mi they all dun lk her. den i said 'no wonder jz nw u dun wan join us 4 lunch lol'. den i told him i tot gt 1 collic seems 2b close 2 her. den he told mi last tm, they all suspected she lk tt collic and did sm serious things. den, he and e oth collic saw and laughed bhind em lol~! but i nv asked wat isit la lol. he's so bad lol~! den i asked him whether tt collic gt avoid her. he said tis such a childish act lol~! i almost told him i experience b4 wif my gd fren lor haiz.. den he told mi himself tt however, he'l avoid e ger if he's nt interested in her aft she confessed. wa, den i nid tk note of tis le lol~! heng, he dunno i admire him lol. xtuali, since we were on tis topic, i tot of askin him whether he's attached but i dun dare haiz :(

i oso asked wat swimmin style he noes. he said 'frog style and freestyle'. i tot he's a pro lk my bf lol. tho he dunno survivor skills, he saved someone fr his pool b4 at his msian hse. wa, he's so rich gt own swimmin pool at hm lol~! xtuali, i tot of askin him isit he saved a pretti ger? lol. wonder wat hap but nv asked la. i told him all local kids learn swimmin when in pri and sec schs lor. xtuali, i wan noe more abt him by askin him more qns but i scared he'l mind or wat... haiz.. when thr was silence, i kept tinkin hw 2 continue our conversation lol~! cos i was veri happi he chatted wif mi. it's miracle again lol~!

ltr, he left e office b4 mi. i saw him when i went up e stairs. he smiled at mi and said gdbye 2 mi hee.. i oredy gt try 2 go toilet fast lol cos tot of meetin him at e bus stop. but in e end, i din c him thr lor. wonder y...

thruout e conversation, he nv asked abt mi. haiz... sad :( dunno y i stil can accept him even he gossiped abt oth ppl lol. i was oso elated he gt look at mi when tokin 2 mi when he was standin up ;p i reli tink i tink 2 mch myself leh. cos he gt no special actions so far :(

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He seemed 2b veri happi when tokin 2 mi 2dae~! ; Touched by my bf yest~!

First of all, let me wish everyone who came to my blog a HAPPY 2010~! e new yr is here.. wonder wat it will bring mi... more happiness? more misery? i had spent my last dae of 2009 and 1st dae of 2010 wif my dear bf :) it's such a nice nice feelin. hope it will last...

yest mornin, he noticed my new permed colored hair. he asked 'u permed hair?' cos he caught mi by surprise and i was nt mentali prepared cos of him, i jz smiled and acknowledged softly. oh, oni he commented mk mi happi lol~! he no joined us 4 lunch. den aft lunch, i shared wif them a joke cos they saw mi laughin by myself lol~! i asked him whether our boss treated him on his bdae. den i told em tt our collic fr oth office emailed mi and asked mi e same qn. den he asked mi 2 tell her tt our boss was holdin a party 4 mi tis thurs wif mani collics. b4 tt he said i was innocent if i told her my boss did if he's reli doin it. he said tis cos he said ltr she'l go confront our boss. den i said 'ya hor? later she quit on e nx dae lol'. den they oso laughed lol.

dunno y when he knew my bdae's comin, he shouted my name so loudly. he seemed 2b excited abt it lol~! at 1st, i tot y he did it. but when he did that, i was too embarrassed 2 ask him y la. i oso forgot 2 ask him sing mi bdae song jokingly lol. til 2dae, he stil rem my comin bdae. wonder y. he reli noticed mi n rem my things alot uh? lol. yest, he oso gt notice mi when he walked my seat in office. 2dae, he even stood in frt of mi n bade gdbye 2 mi when it was time 4 mi 2 knock off le ;p he oso observed tt i alw tk bus hm. but i told him i smtms did walk home. 2 bad, 2dae he's not goin home str so i wont c him at bus stop. yest, i deliberately tk bus home fast cos wan avoid him abit. i saw him opp.

2dae is my 1st time gettin e durian from his dessert~! he offered 2 gif mi aft i commented that he wasted food lol. i tk it fr his bowl. he oso used his spoon 2 help mi put it in2 mine. den when i gt an attap seed fr him, he said i 'clever' lol~! but its he himself passed 2 mi lor lol~! he seemed 2b v happi when tokin 2 mi when we were at e mkt. i was oso happi 2 hv lunch wif em thr cos its e 1st tm they came here :) i'm oso glad we eatin fr e same stall lol~!

yest, my bf did a veri touchin thing cos of mi. he signed up a veri ex pkg 4 mi at e spa ctr. he said it's my bdae present~! i almost cried on e fone~! he's so gd 2 mi. wat did i do 2 deserve tis? mebe i oso abit guilty? i wan b wif him 4eva but i dunno when we r gettin hitched. den tis guy... i dunno.. mebe i tink 2 mch? but til nw, he stil treats mi lk tis and i happi abt it... haiz :( smtms, i wan 2 gt e ans fr both of em asap... haiz... 2dae, i heard he mention gf??